Today is one of those days i wish i had another life instead of the one am living. Feels like d last 2yrs of my life was robbed frm mi, ryt nw all ma emotions r jumbled up, i hear my brain telling me to move on, dont tink abt her, forget abt her after all as ur hurting nw shes probably playing candy crush, glad dah ur finally out of the picture, finally u got d msg shes bin tryna give u, n nw d nxt guy who z at d door can com in, but d pain ma hat fils cn not b ignored, it cnt help but brood over d xcruciating pain it feels, seems like a dagger wqs left buried deep inside ma hat n i cnt reach it to pull it cos d pesin wu put it there knows evry inch of d hat n knows dah dis spot z d best place to hide it. Some1 u av looked into ur future n had seen, sudenly u realise dah version of d future z no longer possible. I have tried eating but seems like d part of ma brain responsible for letting me feel hungry is connected to ma hrt n so it has packed up due to intense pain. To any1 out there like me who has loved with the totality of their hats n hav bin taken for granted n ur love trampled upon for any reason whatsoever, my advise is dis, use d pain n make ursef stronger, use d brooding period and engage in rigorous self improvement and upgrade ursef if u will(from d curent version 4.2 to 30.7) nw dats an upgrade, dis kind of upgrade wen ur done u'd b glad u were ever hat broken. One thing d brooding period aftr a breakup gives u is time, most people waste it, dont be one of them.. And dont forget to heal, so u dnt cari d pain from dis n mess up ur nxt r/ship and the nxt is most likely gonna b the sure thing, i promise.