Am a Nigeria, a Christian, been here in Cape Town South Africa for the past seven years, due I was living life to its fullness until I lost my sweet and loving mum last three years ago, I spent lots of money to make sure she got a befitting burial in Nigeria, honestly since then I have been going through a lots of hard times in life that I sometimes think of taking my life to end all the suffering in this world, life is so much hard That I can't afford to pay for my rent or feed, I became a homeless person, friends run away from me because I really can't able to live the high profile life am used, am frustrated and I think I have failed my responsibilities as a man due I really believe in the power of prayers so much and honestly am really losing faith now, in my hopeless and homeless situations I got involved with a South Africa lady who take me out from the street we have been staying together for a year now, she takes care of everything in the house, after all what she was doing., am not happy with my self, really don't know what to do, due I really do appreciate and love her so much but worried if she wake up one day and kick me out, I really don't think of coming back to Nigeria because of unsettle issue, please can someone here advice me on what best to do now, I really can't continue to go on like this, will really appreciate it

Pray my brother, He is the way.

dnt rush, death wl eventually come

don't take away your own life my brother. just keep your hope alive and never give up. still tell yourself you can make it because that is the no 1 thing. keep praying brother until something happens. but i have a question for u, what were into before your mum's death?

starpon1:
don't take away your own life my brother. just keep your hope alive and never give up. still tell yourself you can make it because that is the no 1 thing. keep praying brother until something happens. but i have a question for u, what were into before your mum's death?

,, before she passed away, I was into some business here and honestly I was making it big time

princecharles100:
,, before she passed away, I was into some business here and honestly I was making it big time

then what happened to the biz now?

starpon1:
then what happened to the biz now?

very down, I end up owning lots of money

Life at times is full of mistakes. You used your future to give your mum a befitting burial according to you. I'm just pointing out this to show where you got it wrong. Do you think if you sought your mum 's opinion, she would have allowed you to subject yourself to this level of living through her burial? The answer is no.

I'm happy seeing you still have faith in God. To be sincere with you, most people that once found themselves in this type of situation who sincerely held unto Jesus Christ in righteousness and holiness were reshaped and reestablished.

The gift that will make you great is still with you but you need wisdom. I repeat, THE GIFT THAT WILL MAKE YOU GREAT IS STILL WITH YOU.

First of all, ask God for mercy and sincerely confess every sin. Make sure you don't go back to the sins.

Secondly, read Deut 29:29 and Dan 2:19, then pray like this
O God show me my destiny promoting secrets.

It may come like an ordinary thought, through dream, newspaper, TV, radio, discussion among your friends or people around you. I am convinced that you will make it..
Don't lose Jesus Christ.
Don't lose your faith. God bless you.

If you don't mind send a message to my box or link for me to reach you through whatsapp.

Dreal11247:
If you don't mind send a message to my box or link for me to reach you through whatsapp.

you can reach me on Charlessmarts100@yahoo.com