Hello Admin,good day everyone, I'm just a regular good girl in her 20s, I recently started having lots of doubts about my life in general, so I felt I should share it with the world to get their views.

I'm this wonderful daughter, always used as an example by parents...I don't go out, I don't smoke, don't club, I only party once in a blue moon. I have few persons around me,I'm strict, so I get rid of people easily. I'm just generally on the good side, all the time.
Recently, I've bn thinking of LIVING a little, not necessarily to go BAD, but to HV fun. I feel restricted by my own self,I feel I keep in a lot of bad thoughts and might explode one day, and at the wrong time..I don't know if I'm making any sense, but I want to feel like a normal person for once, and not a robot with certain specifications.

I want to party, club, mingle, kiss a stranger, gamble with friends and have a little fun, but I still find myself restricted. @truth_and_tears

ADMIN: Dear poster, you are obviously going through a phase and a lot of people might not understand..the things you mentioned are not bad, so I'm guessing u had a strict upbringing. In other not to go BAD like you said, just try and have the fun you need, but with certain people who you trust that can put you in check, should you go out of place...
I'm guessing you are a time bomb, the earlier you detonate in contained/controlled area, the BEST for everyone. Kisses dear, and good luck.

'omo get-inside' fe domo igboro

You are just like me and its very normal.