I have a girlfriend whom I started dating barely 2 years ago, we both work in same institution but different departments, do I really love her? We started by strafing along the line she developed feelings for me, she loved me more, I had no relationship then we started dating. Deep within her she knew it was kinda pity love.

Pressure from home to settle down with someone from my state and all that, I'm gradually losing it with her, I got to meet another lady from an entirely different tribe and I'm attracted to her, she is a "good girl gone bad" type of girl. I know fully well I have no future with this new girl but I want to be with her.

My girlfriend is a very nice lady she doesn't deserve this at all. I wish I could love her more, I have tried and I'm still trying. She don't deserved to be hurt, people in our work place know we are dating and I don't want her to be a laughing stock amongst our colleagues, she doesn't deserve this, I'm in a fix