I started since I was 13 yrs old. one afternoon while I was bathing. I have been having this strong urge to have sex, my dick will stand for no reason for hours sometimes. there's this girl that I have always wanted to fvvck, but I was afraid to ask her since I was scared of girls due to the rape experience I had as a child.

so, this afternoon I was bathing and my dick rose and became extremely hard,and I was squeezing it hard to make it flaccid. then an idea came to me that I should just press it hard between my foamy thighs. I did so and my dick slipped and it felt good. I did it again and it felt sweeter. I continued, and the sensation was becoming sweeter and sweeter with every slide. I kept on going until I reached orgasm. that was the first time I had orgasm in my life and the feeling was out of this world.

so from that day, I did it daily and I was enjoying it. I never knew anything like that existed previously. I continued for years, 3yrs or there about. The first time I heard it mentioned on radio on was after i graduated from secondary school. that was the first time I knew its name and how detrimental it is and that it's sin before God. I have always done it all the prior years without guilt, but after that radio revelation I started feeling guilty any time I did it. but I can't stop, I cannot stop.

I started watching porn around 2011. I have masturbated to all sorts of porns: girl girl, transgendered on girl, dog on girl. but I discovered that lesbian sex videos and bestial sex especially dog fvvcking a girl gives me the must pleasant orgasm. but the good news is that I have stopped watching porn. I simply masturbate by recalling the image of any favourite girl, creating a scene in my mind and up-down up-down my hands go until I spurt.

so, I have never sexed a real girl, in fact I have never squeezed a boob. but right now I'm thinking of visiting a brothel to taste how the real thing feels. is it advisable for me to


feel free to share Ur's if you don't mind. we are all here to learn.

I learnt about masturbation from church.
When I was in jss3 ,a pastor was preaching about masturbation being a sin and how boys use soap while bathing or Vaseline.
Back then I didn't even know what d hell masturbation meant.
Well.. ..,they say curiosity kills the cat and that's exactly what happened

Johnholmes:
I learnt about masturbation from church.
When I was in jss3 ,a pastor was preaching about masturbation being a sin and how boys use soap while bathing or Vaseline.
Back then I didn't even know what d hell masturbation meant.
Well.. ..,they say curiosity kills the cat and that's exactly what happened

you shouldn't have tried it. did you continue or did you just tried it once and stopped?