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okay. Taking your life is no good use, there's no hope or money in hell. I think you should save 20% of the money monthly although its hard. then when you've saved up to maybe 10k you can import some really cheap items from some really cool websites and resell. that will bring you cool money. You should also take mini hits depending on what you can do like ushering jobs, daily jobs that pay etc. But whatever you do, don't kill yourself cause no matter how valueless you think you are, Someone needs you somewhere and someone is in a worse situation but is still striving to live.