I have been around a little while now and yet I never understand how people think. Their thoughts and word just baffle and annoy one at the same time. Who knows maybe I'm the one with the problem. The one wired differently, one whose thought never correlate with that of the world and keep blaming the world for it.
I have been around a little while now and yet I have a missed and mixed feeling of what I really know and that which I don't. I doubt everything and sometimes even wish things I heard and know to be true can be false because they just make you sad and feel helpless all day long. The news doesn't get better. Crime over crime, disaster piling over each other. The only peace some of us have is within our mind, our fantasy, and some don't have this glimpse of peace because there mind is much deadly than a Pandora box.
They consequently run to religion to seek it comfort but are not ready to follow it's doctrine. They wait for promises that they were never entitled to because there is always if and only if in the promises which they never care to observe. They got addicted to religion just as one get addicted to opium and yet they are not religious. Kill for it sake and yet understand not what they were doing.
They have been blaming others before for all their dilemma and now the new victim is the one who make promises and put condition which they never mind to follow. They blame everything and everyone for what happens to them not knowing their solution starts when they are ready to take responsibility for their life, which is the only thing that can change the dark aura around them.