Was scanning through my dairy this evening when i bumped into this note that i wrote to a girl when she broke my heart, Cant stop imagining how cruel some people could make you suffer!!

Note: There is no more personal attachment to it neither is it reflecting my state of mind, Thought i should share with the world the silent pains i once went through,

When I think of the pain you caused my poor heart i weep, You were the only one my heart sung for , the only one who made me believe that love was possible or obtainable. My mind is clouded with visions of your wicked, selfish, desperate and arrogant face and unceasing pain grasps my heart with regret of why i was such a fool,

I wish that i could give you my heart so that you could see the damage you've done to it! The monster of a person you have turn me into,

I do not regret because you fell to reciprocate my honesty, fidelity and love, but i am filled with anger for being such a fool for so long, Once one ask, When was the last
time you heard a woman say, "word is bond" ? NEVER because they don't think in those terms, Now it has make more sense to me cos the writer was not far from the truth,

I have learned that you are emotional junky, you are slave to your own emotions. For you, love is just a feeling, material gains and Sex. But for a man, or at least for me, love is a commitment you make in SPITE of your feelings. It is a decision "for better or for worse" to work things out, no matter what. But I can't count on a you to make that kind of commitment, You are a woman - you will go with your feelings.

Everything i did just to make sure you were happy you ignored and blamed me for things i did not do or things you brought upon yourself ! I pray that God shows you what you've become because it is a horrible reflection of what you once were !

God has always provided me with sources to defeat my broken heart ! I believe that you will one day realize how cold you really are inside ! You are the most self-arrogant person i have ever met

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what a pain.

i which i can help u out.all d same sorry.

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wow, pele o. I can feel the pain. Glad you're over her now sha. Are you?

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Was she really as u described?

In retrospect, I don't think she was as horrible as you described in the diary, u know we tend to exaggerate in anger only to calm down later.
Lucky u, it's bin a while, being heartbroken is horrible! I'm there presently and I hate every bit of it!

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In retrospect, I don't think she was as horrible as you described in the diary, u know we tend to exaggerate in anger only to calm down later.
Lucky u,  it's bin a while,  being heartbroken is horrible! I'm there presently and I hate every bit of it!

Sometime words cant explain our minds or emotion. Nothing hurts like betrayal of Love. There is an adage that says Something that doesn't KILL you will only make you STRONGER, You just have to be strong

i can guess how u feel

i have had similar xperience

i hop u have gotten over it

just move on wt your life.

be strong!

Ekpele ohh, i feel ur pain, and i hop uve gotten over her, u deserve better