A(1)
It was as if the world seized its noise
so I could hear my thoughts
Black market!!!
Was what comes to mind,
When I think of this world and choices,
How true is this with the believers?
I consulted the Fashioner to make the right choice.
I was aware its journey won't be smooth all through,
but wasn't told it's gonna be this soon

©Jannahstriver

A(2)
Maybe I was wrong to have thought there is a right time to go about this.
Then I thought, I could make the time right.
This is a big move for me.
It is something I have always craved for.
There are choices I wanted to make
Which I was not privileged to make
Little did I know, it's a huge blessing they never was made.
Praise be to God, I never give in to those lustful desires and go astray.

©Reelquadry

B(1)
It was all better at first
If not best
Knowing inner selves,
As we dug in depth

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B(2)
At a time I felt the longing would soon be over,
As I have got older
I started by shooting my shot,
I was not a good shot for sure,
I missed my target
I felt she might be the one
I adored her because of and despite who and what she is,

©Reelquadry

C(1)
I wondered if this is the one I fell in love with
Was he the same person that would go miles for so we could talk?
Maybe I was wrong, had I given in too early?
I have always known it's gonna change but never thought its changes would bled my heart
Pick holes in words as if we aren't prone to blunder.

©Jannahstriver

C(2)
She never rejected me outrightly.
She only gave understandable annoying excuses.
I actually was okay with her for being blunt
Even though I know that's a blatant lie,
She only comforted me with a beautiful lie.
I would have been okay with a painful truth.

©Reelquadry

D(1)
Where are those breathtaking pecks that smoothens wrinkled brow?
Where are those hearts blowing gifts?
Where are those sweet rhymes that please ears?
Where are those 'sorries' that moist lips even when I was wrong?

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D(2)
I never felt down about this as I believe whatever will be mine will never pass me by,
And if it does, it will surely come back
I also believe what we so much desire may not be deserving of us.
Something better is waiting, we just have to be patient.

©Reelquadry

E(1)
Maybe I am faced with reality,then I realized,
I haven't learnt a handful of it and I still have the whole world to go...

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E(2)
If only I knew what my perfect match looks like
Maybe things would have been different
But would I know the worth when I don't sweat for it.
Maybe there's actually a right time,
Which I got wrong.

©Reelquadry

(Last phase)
Patience,perseverance, endurance, cleanliness, caring, faithfulness, obedience
Where are you?!
These are precious gifts I want from the Almighty,
To help my plight
In other to have back,
my smile.

©Jannahstriver



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