SilGent:
Hello everyone
Good evening to all.

I have issues bothering me and I have been trying to share it with you guys but sometimes, I see no reason to do it or would be a form of being too lazy or a kind of being secretive.

I don't understand but it seems all these act collectively as a force to stop me but today I made up my mind and with vexation, i'm typing this.

Now, I really don't know where to post this but I believe in this section is where we have the most mature ones. People who will be ready to understand and give knowledgeable words and advices.

So let's start, i'm 20 years of age, a student studying computer science in a polytechnic in Delta state. Currently on my IT program.

Something happened in my family few years ago which have put everything around us in despair, as a result I fell into depression for four bad fucking years. Believe me I am saying the gospel truth.

Normally I'm a very quiet guy and very secretive, alot of people in my family never noticed it, even some of my friends, some who did, a handy one, never got the answer then. My pastor's wife was one of them, she was so curious about me, not that I squeezed my face always or I got a strange behavior or face.

everyone knows that I smile always.

But this woman, was as if she was inside but till now I never revealed anything because I am not comfortable with them..
I was living like that till I clocked 20.

It seems to be increasing each year and I am seeing effects.
this depression is from the problem my mom is having and increased by my family wellbeing.

My mom is mentally unstable
And secondly, my dad is struggling financially.

It is not that my father is wretched, you know the problem?

The problem is what ever my father set up, my mom destroys it.

Plans, money and energy (all down), this have been happening for four years.
My mom mentality is really weird that everything she does sound or look absurd.

Yes she dress well
Yes she not roaming in the street.

But
Her food cooking skill is -2, she now cooks like the food are for the gods or goddesses. I keep seeing a kind of okra or eggusi soup that never existed.

Her speech totally unstable, from one to two, two to thirteen, fifty to ten. You will even get confuse when she speaks. Full of lies. Denials up and down.

Aggressive behavior, she is now as aggressive as what I have never seen, she chase people around, you dare not confront her.

She lay false accusations often

Always blinking her eyes and eyes so red.

Alot to mention.

All these was never her character until all of a sudden.

She also steals, never dare keep money in the house or else, there will be chaos activity.

I can't say everything here, too big for me.

Now my father is struggling, to the point he said he wish he never send me to school, because money to continue is not coming as planned.

I searched for work, I got one but I was told my IT program is important, that it will reflect in our result, so i left the work, I start my IT. Though it was due to improper planning.

Everything I think how next year would be for me, I get sick � and I motivate myself that nothing last forever. Few hours later and back to default. bleeps!!!!!

The problem I having with myself is that it seems I am not like I was before.

Know myself as an intelligent or smart type but now I can't answer questions smartly again, I look odd, dumb and helpless.

I am fuckin tired, confused and sicked.

Forgive me for any grammatical error.

Ladylite:


Hope you are aware that this is all some SPIRITUAL stuff that has been fired into your family...

Hope you are aware that you too will soon start forgetting things and behaving absurd because the issue is now generational,

Bottom line.. YoUR family needs strong deliverance. Your extended family are were unhappy with your dad before this happened.... Go and confirm... Also your mum was very generous and nice before this happened... They fired arrows and it HIT the father and Mother.

F is for Father hence Finances
M is for Mother hence Mild Madness

Your father was doing quite well before, he spent alot on trying to get your mum well and all the money went down the drain.


Pls let us know what State you live in, so I can tell you whom to go and see.

By this time 2020 your family will be Whole and recovering. That devil is a liar.

SilGent:


Delta state

Ladylite:


Go to warri, find prophet Jeremiah fufenyin, carry your mum there and your family will be delivered.

Or go there alone and get the prayer cloth or water... Use it and she will be fine, your father needs to go for prayers and get delivered.

Octopusbottle:
Bro i feel ur pain,I understand perfectly what u re going through,but there is one thing i want you too know is that there is no problem that someone is facing that anoda person has not been tru or also facing it.
I have bn facing such challenges for over 19years now since wen I was 6yrs of age.so I understand your pain not been able to have friends and invite them to ur home bcus of been scare if an episode doesn't happen,been ashame working in the neighborhood and so on that one can't list.
But one thing i want u to know is that NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES, SHE IS YOUR MOTHER AND YOUR RESPONSIBILITY, you jst have to keep praying and keep taking her for medical treatment monthly.
I know things are hard noe no money everywhere try hard to see if you can get a side job,and always encourage ur dad Neva to give up on her,and concerning ur mum try most times to pet her, don't argue with her.
So my last advice to you sir, if u have younger ones try to encourage them,let them know the nature of their mother so they can come to terms to accept who she is........Remain bless bro it will all be over one day by God grace

Mizwisdom:
Your mum has dementia. As for cooking, that disease affects it too, take her for a brain scan as soon as possible.

Ladylite:


F is for Father hence Finances
M is for Mother hence Mild Madness

Ladylite:


Hope you are aware that this is all some SPIRITUAL stuff that has been fired into your family...

Hope you are aware that you too will soon start forgetting things and behaving absurd because the issue is now generational,

Bottom line.. YoUR family needs strong deliverance. Your extended family are were unhappy with your dad before this happened.... Go and confirm... Also your mum was very generous and nice before this happened... They fired arrows and it HIT the father and Mother.

F is for Father hence Finances
M is for Mother hence Mild Madness

Your father was doing quite well before, he spent alot on trying to get your mum well and all the money went down the drain.


Pls let us know what State you live in, so I can tell you whom to go and see.

By this time 2020 your family will be Whole and recovering. That devil is a liar.

cenacasper:
bro everything you just said now touched me, my mom is suffering from exactly the same mental illness...
can we talk on WhatsApp
07062670746

midnighter:


Wow. You think it could be early-onset Alzheimer's?

Hmm reading it again, I think you may be right.

The only thing is that he said her dressing/personal hygiene is good and that is usually one of the first things to go

I am really sorry for him

Mizwisdom:
Dementia is slightly different from Alzheimer's, there are also different types of dementia. What got me feeling this way about his mum is her behavior and losing her cooking ability.

SilGent:
Hello everyone
Good evening to all.

I have issues bothering me and I have been trying to share it with you guys but sometimes, I see no reason to do it or would be a form of being too lazy or a kind of being secretive.

I don't understand but it seems all these act collectively as a force to stop me but today I made up my mind and with vexation, i'm typing this.

Now, I really don't know where to post this but I believe in this section is where we have the most mature ones. People who will be ready to understand and give knowledgeable words and advices.

So let's start, i'm 20 years of age, a student studying computer science in a polytechnic in Delta state. Currently on my IT program.

Something happened in my family few years ago which have put everything around us in despair, as a result I fell into depression for four bad fucking years. Believe me I am saying the gospel truth.

Normally I'm a very quiet guy and very secretive, alot of people in my family never noticed it, even some of my friends, some who did, a handy one, never got the answer then. My pastor's wife was one of them, she was so curious about me, not that I squeezed my face always or I got a strange behavior or face.

everyone knows that I smile always.

But this woman, was as if she was inside but till now I never revealed anything because I am not comfortable with them..
I was living like that till I clocked 20.

It seems to be increasing each year and I am seeing effects.
this depression is from the problem my mom is having and increased by my family wellbeing.

My mom is mentally unstable
And secondly, my dad is struggling financially.

It is not that my father is wretched, you know the problem?

The problem is what ever my father set up, my mom destroys it.

Plans, money and energy (all down), this have been happening for four years.
My mom mentality is really weird that everything she does sound or look absurd.

Yes she dress well
Yes she not roaming in the street.

But
Her food cooking skill is -2, she now cooks like the food are for the gods or goddesses. I keep seeing a kind of okra or eggusi soup that never existed.

Her speech totally unstable, from one to two, two to thirteen, fifty to ten. You will even get confuse when she speaks. Full of lies. Denials up and down.

Aggressive behavior, she is now as aggressive as what I have never seen, she chase people around, you dare not confront her.

She lay false accusations often

Always blinking her eyes and eyes so red.

Alot to mention.

All these was never her character until all of a sudden.

She also steals, never dare keep money in the house or else, there will be chaos activity.

I can't say everything here, too big for me.

Now my father is struggling, to the point he said he wish he never send me to school, because money to continue is not coming as planned.

I searched for work, I got one but I was told my IT program is important, that it will reflect in our result, so i left the work, I start my IT. Though it was due to improper planning.

Everything I think how next year would be for me, I get sick � and I motivate myself that nothing last forever. Few hours later and back to default. bleeps!!!!!

The problem I having with myself is that it seems I am not like I was before.

Know myself as an intelligent or smart type but now I can't answer questions smartly again, I look odd, dumb and helpless.

I am fuckin tired, confused and sicked.

Forgive me for any grammatical error.