PrincessMila:


I'm not that bad. It's the reason I tied myself down with distant relationships.

Also I've only met a few weird nerds. The one in my class is married and he does have a thing for me but I don't do married men.

Not that bad? You use guys for sexual pleasure. Lead them halfway and leave them stranded with a hard-on... That's thanos level bad

DrLevi:

Not that bad? You use guys for sexual pleasure. Lead them halfway and leave them stranded with a hard-on... That's thanos level bad

Well I'm not that bad cos I do tell them that I'm a virgin and I ain't giving that up. Also I try to make the location for the make out somewhere partly public so I can use the excuse of "we might get caught" to end it

PrincessMila:


Well I'm not that bad cos I do tell them that I'm a virgin and I ain't giving that up. Also I try to make the location for the make out somewhere partly public so I can use the excuse of "we might get caught" to end it

You don't fear the possibility that one of those guys would want to go all the way, even if it's forcefully?

DrLevi:

You don't fear the possibility that one of those guys would want to go all the way, even if it's forcefully?

By now you should know I study people a lot. And like I said before, I always pick the location.

PrincessMila:


By now you should know I study people a lot. And like I said before, I always pick the location.

You must be so confident in you skills.

I wonder what you've deduced about me

DrLevi:

You must be so confident in you skills.

I wonder what you've deduced about me

Nothing much. I just have a strong feeling we'll meet some day.

PrincessMila:


Nothing much. I just have a strong feeling we'll meet some day.

I wonder what's fueling this strong feeling of yours.

DrLevi:

I wonder what's fueling this strong feeling of yours.

Lol... I wonder also.

Well I'll be off to bed now. Have a good night rest Once again, Happy birthday.

PrincessMila:


Lol... I wonder also.

Well I'll be off to bed now. Have a good night rest Once again, Happy birthday.

I slept off, can't believe we chatted for over 4 hours. It was a fun night and a beautiful end to perfect day, thanks!

DrLevi:

I slept off, can't believe we chatted for over 4 hours. It was a fun night and a beautiful end to perfect day, thanks!

It's my pleasure

Knock knock DrLevi

Can I come in here?

PrincessMila:
Knock knock DrLevi

Can I come in here?

Of course

DrLevi:

Of course

So what do you want me to tell you?

PrincessMila:

So what do you want me to tell you?

What your thoughts are, if you have any?
You don't like chatting with me in the chat session or you just prefer here?

DrLevi:

What your thoughts are, if you have any?

You don't like chatting with me in the chat session or you just prefer here?

Well as for my thoughts, I have none and even if I do, it won't be a good idea to share. There is a tendency that whatever I say is most likely going to have an effect on you or kinda influence whatever decisions you make.

Also, girls are wired differently. I'm saying this based on myself in comparison with some other girls. Some guys think when a girl turns them down, she's trying to test their love, persistence etc which could be true. But when I turn a guy down, I know I'm definitely not gonna accept him. His persistence is just going to be outright irritating to me.
Just felt like putting this out there...

The bigger question here is "are you ready for a relationship? Is a relationship something you want right now?"

Here seems more private, sorry. Also I could copy this and use as a response in the chat session if you want.

PrincessMila:


Well as for my thoughts, I have none and even if I do, it won't be a good idea to share. There is a tendency that whatever I say is most likely going to have an effect on you or kinda influence whatever decisions you make.

Also, girls are wired differently. I'm saying this based on myself in comparison with some other girls. Some guys think when a girl turns them down, she's trying to test their love, persistence etc which could be true. But when I turn a guy down, I know I'm definitely not gonna accept him. His persistence is just going to be outright irritating to me.
Just felt like putting this out there...

The bigger question here is "are you ready for a relationship? Is a relationship something you want right now?"

Here seems more private, sorry. Also I could copy this and use as a response in the chat session if you want.

I like girls like you because I believe the first answer is the only answer. Nobody has time for a chase. You should hold a rehabilitation seminar for girls everywhere preaching this gospel loud and clear.

I like your stance with the girl, but was expecting you'd be rooting for one of rhem.

I like our private chats, makes it seem special. No need chatting on the chat session, we could always meet here.

Finally how is BF and your online relationship?

DrLevi:

I like girls like you because I believe the first answer is the only answer. Nobody has time for a chase. You should hold a rehabilitation seminar for girls everywhere preaching this gospel loud and clear.

I like your stance with the girl, but was expecting you'd be rooting for one of rhem.

I like our private chats, makes it seem special. No need chatting on the chat session, we could always meet here.

Finally how is BF and your online relationship?

BF and online relationship is doing just fine

PrincessMila:



BF and online relationship is doing just fine

What are you doing awake at this time?

And I'm still waiting for the gist on how this relationship is expected to work, no sexual stuff will ever happen?

DrLevi:

What are you doing awake at this time?

And I'm still waiting for the gist on how this relationship is expected to work, no sexual stuff will ever happen?

I woke up and decided to update my diary.

Me sef I'm still here pondering how it's going to work. There may be sexual stuff, maybe not sex. I'm seriously not looking forward to it.

PrincessMila:


I woke up and decided to update my diary.

Me sef I'm still here pondering how it's going to work. There may be sexual stuff, maybe not sex. I'm seriously not looking forward to it.

You must have slept early

I'm a little confused, thought you guys live in different places and won't get to see, especially if school resumes.

also why are you *seriously* not looking forward to it? You sound like you love the guy scatter in your last post

goodnight also, I'll read the reply when I wake, my eyes are heavy

DrLevi:


You must have slept early

I'm a little confused, thought you guys live in different places and won't get to see, especially if school resumes.

also why are you *seriously* not looking forward to it? You sound like you love the guy scatter in your last post

goodnight also, I'll read the reply when I wake, my eyes are heavy

No I didn't sleep early. I was just kinda eager to wake.

He's planning on coming to see me in my school when school resumes. I told you it's just like 3hrs journey from his school to mine.

I'm not excited cos sexual stuff freaks me out. It's easier when I'm not in a relationship. I'll be in total control and stop when I want to. But being in a relationship, it's gonna be different. I can't just start and stop with a snap of my fingers.
Also I did not say anything about loving him scatter, I just said he's sweet cos he his.

Goodnight. Sweet dreams

PrincessMila:


No I didn't sleep early. I was just kinda eager to wake.

He's planning on coming to see me in my school when school resumes. I told you it's just like 3hrs journey from his school to mine.

I'm not excited cos sexual stuff freaks me out. It's easier when I'm not in a relationship. I'll be in total control and stop when I want to. But being in a relationship, it's gonna be different. I can't just start and stop with a snap of my fingers.
Also I did not say anything about loving him scatter, I just said he's sweet cos he his.

Goodnight. Sweet dreams

so you guys would see each other once in every whenever either of you can make a 3 hours journey. your relationship is funny. I feel you enjoy the distance, it prevent you from having to confront things like sexual stuff and proximity in general.

Don't you think getting used to long distance relationships will affect your future relationships?, especially Marriage

I still don't get your stand on sexual stuff, you don't like it or you do like it but prefer having control

Hope you slept beautifully

DrLevi:

so you guys would see each other once in every whenever either of you can make a 3 hours journey. your relationship is funny. I feel you enjoy the distance, it prevent you from having to confront things like sexual stuff and proximity in general.

Don't you think getting used to long distance relationships will affect your future relationships?, especially Marriage

I still don't get your stand on sexual stuff, you don't like it or you do like it but prefer having control

Hope you slept beautifully

Yeah I think I enjoy it too. One time in school, I almost agreed to this guy. We were so close in the short while we knew each other, it was almost like a relationship. It finally did not even last a week cos I was feeling cramped. Well that and other factors.

Yeah I know this long distance thing will definitely affect me later on but I keep telling myself that since I'm in school, I shouldn't be in a relationship till I'm done. So if at all I should dive into any, then it ought to be distant.
So I feel, once I'm done with school, I'll get a hang of how close relationships are before marriage comes into the picture.


I love sexual stuff, I'm just scared of sex. Yes I prefer having control. Also cos I think I have vaginismus, whatever that means.

PrincessMila:


Yeah I think I enjoy it too. One time in school, I almost agreed to this guy. We were so close in the short while we knew each other, it was almost like a relationship. It finally did not even last a week cos I was feeling cramped. Well that and other factors.

Yeah I know this long distance thing will definitely affect me later on but I keep telling myself that since I'm in school, I shouldn't be in a relationship till I'm done. So if at all I should dive into any, then it ought to be distant.
So I feel, once I'm done with school, I'll get a hang of how close relationships are before marriage comes into the picture.


I love sexual stuff, I'm just scared of sex. Yes I prefer having control. Also cos I think I have vaginismus, whatever that means.

I see you don't plan on getting married anytime soon, 5 more years you said... I don't think that enough time to modify a habit.

Also when you say you love sexual stuff, you mean kissing right... or have you done more than that?

Googled Vaginimus... That's terrible. What makes you think you have it?

DrLevi:


I see you don't plan on getting married anytime soon, 5 more years you said... I don't think that enough time to modify a habit.

Also when you say you love sexual stuff, you mean kissing right... or have you done more than that?

Googled Vaginimus... That's terrible. What makes you think you have it?

Well as a psychologist in the making, one of our roles is to understand and modify behaviors. Mine shouldn't be an exception.

Oh honey, I've done more than just kissing.

Well for one thing, I've never been fingered. Once anyone tries to, it's just too painful and I shut down the whole thing. I'm not sure I have that, to be exact. I like to think it's cos I'm not prepared yet. But a part of me keeps saying what if I'm prepared and same thing happens, that I can't get both finger and actual stuff in...

PrincessMila:


Well as a psychologist in the making, one of our roles is to understand and modify behaviors. Mine shouldn't be an exception.

There's a saying that Doctors make the worst patients

Oh honey, I've done more than just kissing.

Don't be shy, share details

Well for one thing, I've never been fingered. Once anyone tries to, it's just too painful and I shut down the whole thing. I'm not sure I have that, to be exact. I like to think it's cos I'm not prepared yet. But a part of me keeps saying what if I'm prepared and same thing happens, that I can't get both finger and actual stuff in...

I wondered how far you've gone if you've not been fingered. But if a finger is painful, I can only but laugh at what a BBC would do to you
You go be virgin tay

DrLevi:
There's a saying that Doctors make the worst patients

There's also another saying "Psychologists heal thyself"

Don't be shy, share details

If you'll share yours too.

I wondered how far you've gone if you've not been fingered. But if a finger is painful, I can only but laugh at what a BBC would do to you
You go be virgin tay

I'm usually after a few things
1. Pleasuring the guy
2. Making the guy see me as a freak
3. Taking absolute control
4. Getting a really freaky kiss

All those can be done without me being fingered.

Also I don't know what BBC means.

PrincessMila:

There's also another saying "Psychologists heal thyself"

Did you just make this up?

If you'll share yours too.

Sure I would. There's isn't much to say as per nerd that I am

I'm usually after a few things
1. Pleasuring the guy
2. Making the guy see me as a freak
3. Taking absolute control
4. Getting a really freaky kiss

All those can be done without me being fingered.

Las Las you're not a good child. And you'll leave the guy halfway after all of this?

Also I don't know what BBC means.

Heaven awaits those who don't know

DrLevi:
Did you just make this up?

I think I read it in a novel... Lol

Sure I would. There's isn't much to say as per nerd that I am

Okay I've given and received head. I think that should cover all.

Las Las you're not a good child. And you'll leave the guy halfway after all of this?

Maybe

Heaven awaits those who don't know

Don't worry, I'll find my way to hell

PrincessMila:


I think I read it in a novel... Lol,

Okay I've given and received head. I think that should cover all.

That's quite something. Always wondered what that felt like, giving head.

Which is higher in the sexual spectrum, fingering a girl or receiving head?.... I've done both

Don't worry, I'll find my way to hell

Bad child

DrLevi:
That's quite something. Always wondered what that felt like, giving head.

Which is higher in the sexual spectrum, fingering a girl or receiving head?.... I've done both

Receiving head

PrincessMila:


Receiving head

I expected you'd be shocked that I've done either of those. you don't believe my nerdiness, do you?