So I'm Daniel,a teenager and these are a few of my "penings"

My dark side is a real part of me that I'll never deny, without it, I'll never know my light (if it exists).

To be socially awkward is no flaw,
society tries to tell me otherwise.
I go out and see so many fake faces and hear tons of lukewarm bullshit.
But whence I cast my sight upon a quiet person,I say to myself,
"ahh,so you understand?"

Searching for symptoms online, emotional instability, sorrow, rage, boredom, lime personality.
It's a disorder but it's important, without it I'd just FIT IN.


They only knew the part of me plagiarized from society,I smiled, found excitement in "exciting things", mingled and spoke to people.
But I'd get to the comfort of my bedroom,and laugh in maddend manners",they don't know ".
They couldn't handle it,the realness I brought to the table,the desire to be alone,the way I spoke to my mind.
And trust me,they never will.
But I'm sick now,
I HAVE THESE LUCID DREAMS,WHERE I CAN'T MOVE A THING,
people all around me, having tons of friends,I wake up,glad it's all but nightmares.
(For Juice WRLD )�