WAR AGAINST MYSELF

A thousand war, a thousand drop none conquered,
None lost in a world full of people, my heart is lonely and feeble

I am fighting a war not for freedom, not against oppression, i am fighting against myself, my eyes lest the tears drop, a sign of submission.

A heart broken soul helpless, yet i must be mainly, tears are for the infants
I am determined but my eyes is aware of the war, my continuous strive for survival, and want to pour down a full barrel on my face.

Though my mouth is shut and my lips are sealed,my silent anguish is gradually eating me up
The discordancy of thoughts in my head
My eyes reminding me that they are willing to speak.

Body weak mind exhausted this is my plight
Despite the struggle and the fights, life remain tough,
This is why the eyes can not bear, they want to speak ,of how my plenty toil are at their peak.

This is the war
This is my fight

Meaning
The greatest battle to fight is the battle of oneself
Because when the eyes sees he sends the original copy to the brain, and when the brain recieves he explain the advantages to the heart to finalize, but and if GOD is not sitting in your heart you will see just the good side without the bad side. Even when you see the bad side the eyes the mind the brain will persuade you to believe that nothing will happen, but if it happen they without a tick of time they will start lamentations why you go into it.
So you need GOD to give you the great soldiers called self discipline, and brokeness to overcome this combat of life.

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