I am actually not narrating this story to attracts sympathy or anything of sort,I just want someone somewhere to learn from my mistakes..

Before I begin, I would like to appeal to our English professors here to kindly ignore my errors. I am not not an Artist of any sort,so I don't have the creative spark to perfectly reinterpret my experience into a reimagined form in an English formats.

I was born into a Christian home,very God fearing family.... Countless numbers of time we were told about how sexual immorality would make us lose God's favor...By nature I was one(not anymore) who consider God's views on anything before embarking on it.. So this teachings both from my dad who was an elder in the church and the Bible teaching from the church painted in my subconscious mind an unpleasant picture of how things would turn so badly in future if I loose God's favor as a result of formication.

But It was not easy as nature kept calling lol,I guess u know what I mean.

One day,I was offered one Christian book that throw some light on masturbation.According to the book masturbation is less of a sin than formication, so I capitalize on that to start a journey I never imaging would be detrimental to my health and by extension ruin my life...


Yeah masturbation is not sinful i said to myself, so I have got a foundation to build on.I would masturbate twice or more daily for so so many year.few years into this habit I started noticing some health challenges,from constipation to back pain,to eye problem,to being so Moody and regretful each time I finished the act, Etc...One day after i just finished the act somewhere around 2008,I became so moody like I have never experience before.my dick shrank, I lost my apatite and i was so empty inside of me..It was as if an orgern was taken way from me.I could sincerely feel the emptiness in my heart..

My happiness, my joy,my feelings all disappeared that moment.Immediately I rushed to my elder sister who in turn sent me to a family friend (lab
scientist) for diagnosis.. The moment I narrated what I was experiencing then he said"you're suffering from DEPRESSION",that was the first time I heard that word "DEPRESSION " ..He encouraged me to visit psychiatric hospital. mehn that was too difficult, people were going to think I am running mad I said to myself ,so I never visited, though I went for alternative anyway watch never worked for me..Since then my life has been a complete mess....
I am in my early 30s,I have got no degree despite my love for education before I got depressed...

Recently I bought some course online on computer programming, but I don't have the urge or concentration to seat and watch the entire duration of the video.

The above is just the highlight of my predicament,there are more not captured in this write up.If you are a masturbator, pls kindly look for alternative means of satisfying ur sexual urg,I don't wish my enemy experience depression.......

You're not alone on this Mr, Lots of guys are currently going through same. Depression, back pain and loss of concentration you highlighted are some of the long-term adverse effect of excessive masturbation.

Brief question ; Have you overcome the habit yet?

Keep deceiving yourself you go find a girl so you enjoy the sweetness of pussy instead of your iron palm

Aboks:
Keep deceiving yourself you go find a girl so you enjoy the sweetness of pussy instead of your iron palm

Are you sure you Read my story?

PROBLEMS

Bro,

1. You were deceived by the book you read

2. You have left your first love

3. You broke the edge and servant has bitten you but thank God you are still alive

SOLUTION

1. Trace your step backward from whence you missed it.

2. Reconcile with your first love and you will find rest for your soul.

You will come out of it

Can be very difficult. Masturbating is a sin too I must tell you. The only permission to pleasure yourself comes from God through your spouse.
You need prayers and self discipline. It is well

Make I buy land

Do you want to retire now ? Major General


Jokes aside , Masturbation didn't just lower your self esteem and made u depressed , it also killed you spiritually and socially. I've been there bro. You have to fight back. Your raging hormones overwhelmed your drive to pursue sexual purity, and all you needed was some little irrelevant justification from a book that says masturbating isn't much of a sin, to gratify ur desires. Now, you've been hit and you've realised yourself .


So many Christian folks today are Masters in the act of masturbation. Hypocrisy everywhere.

Op, what's your point? Are you still jerking off? How is your life now? I see neither ryhme nor reason in this post.

Masturbator2020:
I am actually not narrating this story to attracts sympathy or anything of sort,I just want someone somewhere to learn from my mistakes..

Before I begin, I would like to appeal to our English professors here to kindly ignore my errors. I am not not an Artist of any sort,so I don't have the creative spark to perfectly reinterpret my experience into a reimagined form in a English formats.

I was born into a Christian home,very God fearing family.... Countless numbers of time we were told about how sexual immorality would make us lose God's favor...By nature I was one(not anymore) who consider God's views on anything before embarking on it.. So this teachings both from my dad who was an elder in the church and the Bible teaching from the church painted in my subconscious mind an unpleasant picture of how things would turn so badly in future if I loose God's favor as a result of formication.

But It was not easy as nature kept calling lol,I guess u know what I mean.

One day,I was offered one Christian book that throw some light on masturbation.According to the book masturbation is less of a sin than formication, so I capitalize on that to start a journey I never imaging would be detrimental to my health and by extension ruin my life...


Yeah masturbation is not sinful i said to myself, so I have got a foundation to build on.I would masturbate twice or more daily for so so many year.few years into this habit I started noticing some health challenges,from constipation to back pain,to eye problem,to being so Moody and regretful each time I finished the act, Etc...One day after i just finished the act somewhere around 2008,I became so moody like I have never experience before.my dick shrank, I lost my apatite and i was so empty inside of me..It was as if an orgern was taken way from me.I could sincerely feel the emptiness in my heart..

My happiness, my joy,my feelings all disappeared that moment.Immediately I rushed to my elder sister who in turn sent me to a family friend (lab
scientist) for diagnosis.. The moment I narrated what I was experiencing then he said"you're suffering from DEPRESSION",that was the first time I heard that word "DEPRESSION " ..He encouraged me to visit psychiatric hospital. mehn that was too difficult, people were going to think I am running mad I said to myself ,so I never visited, though I went for alternative anyway watch never worked for me..Since then my life has been a complete mess....
I am in my early 30s,I have got no degree despite my love for education before I got depressed...

Recently I bought some course online on computer programming, but I don't have the urge or concentration to seat and watch the entire duration of the video.

The above is just the highlight of my predicament,there are more not captured in this write up.If you are a masturbator, pls kindly look for alternative means of satisfying ur sexual urg,I don't wish my enemy experience depression.......

hemmmm it is with a heavy heart I say bros you are suffering NEEDLESSLY.

First, am not against Jesus or Church but in Nigeria we create sins by our doctrines.

Your wrong information about masturbation is what led you to depression.

Do you know it has its HEALTH ADVANTAGES TOO?

Do you know the greatest sex organ is YOUR MIND?

Do you know that fear is the first cause of depression?

Am not defending the act... you are well above 30 and you should have been married or be doing good in business by now... School is not Education.

Stop living your life like a spare tyre and TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR DESTINY.

Too much of anything is bad, that is for all habits.
If you still decide to be a church goer, you may need to change church.

PLEASE STOP TRYING TO QUIT MASTURBATION IT DOES NOT WORK

Rather focus on more productive activities and gradually it will replace the NEED to feel a RELEASE.

Get a girlfriend and together start planning marriage, LIFE WAITS FOR NO ONE.

Exmilitant:
Op, what's your point? Are you still jerking off? How is your life now? I see neither ryhme nor reason in this post.

I have signed out of masturbation. I am only sounding a warning to the lovers of masturbation.

Johnson225:
You're not alone on this Mr, Lots of guys are currently going through same. Depression, back pain and loss of concentration you highlighted are some of the long-term adverse effect of excessive masturbation.

Brief question ; Have you overcome the habit yet?

yes.I don't even have the urge to engage in it anymore.

ikh777:


hemmmm it is with a heavy heart I say bros you are suffering NEEDLESSLY.

First, am not against Jesus or Church but in Nigeria we create sins by our doctrines.

Your wrong information about masturbation is what led you to depression.

Do you know it has its HEALTH ADVANTAGES TOO?

Do you know the greatest sex organ is YOUR MIND?

Do you know that fear is the first cause of depression?

[b]Am not defending the act... you are well above 30 and you should have been married or be doing good in business by now... School is not Education.

Stop living your life like a spare tyre and TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR DESTINY.

Too much of anything is bad, that is for all habits.
If you still decide to be a church goer, you may need to change church.

PLEASE STOP TRYING TO QUIT MASTURBATION IT DOES NOT WORK

Rather focus on more productive activities and gradually it will replace the NEED to feel a RELEASE.

Get a girlfriend and together start planning marriage, LIFE WAITS FOR NO ONE.

Health benefits,my brother forget it.That's one thing I can never believe science for.

ikh777:


hemmmm it is with a heavy heart I say bros you are suffering NEEDLESSLY.

First, am not against Jesus or Church but in Nigeria we create sins by our doctrines.

Your wrong information about masturbation is what led you to depression.

Do you know it has its HEALTH ADVANTAGES TOO?

Do you know the greatest sex organ is YOUR MIND?

Do you know that fear is the first cause of depression?

Am not defending the act... you are well above 30 and you should have been married or be doing good in business by now... School is not Education.

Stop living your life like a spare tyre and TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR DESTINY.

Too much of anything is bad, that is for all habits.
If you still decide to be a church goer, you may need to change church.

PLEASE STOP TRYING TO QUIT MASTURBATION IT DOES NOT WORK

Rather focus on more productive activities and gradually it will replace the NEED to feel a RELEASE.

Get a girlfriend and together start planning marriage, LIFE WAITS FOR NO ONE.

Those nonsense misleading informations that cronic maturbators concort to make themselves and others feel better in there downward spinning lives... what stupid health benefits. You just read the OP saying he destroyed himself through such misinformation and you have the gut to want to redirect him and others to this self abuse...Who has clinically been proven to have felt healthier from masturbation...people share there real life experiences to liberate the naive youths and u dare work against a healthy future generation,quoting stupid ,abstract ,fictional scientific concoctions ....
In a sane society,u should be charged with treason against all humanity. Idiot.

Op,much love my guy. Stay healthy and say no to self abuse. I have no comments on your religious views,but in all sincerity,if a teaching makes us healthy in mind and body,why not,if not for the divine,follow them for self and yours.

Masturbator2020:
I am actually not narrating this story to attracts sympathy or anything of sort,I just want someone somewhere to learn from my mistakes..

Before I begin, I would like to appeal to our English professors here to kindly ignore my errors. I am not not an Artist of any sort,so I don't have the creative spark to perfectly reinterpret my experience into a reimagined form in an English formats.

I was born into a Christian home,very God fearing family.... Countless numbers of time we were told about how sexual immorality would make us lose God's favor...By nature I was one(not anymore) who consider God's views on anything before embarking on it.. So this teachings both from my dad who was an elder in the church and the Bible teaching from the church painted in my subconscious mind an unpleasant picture of how things would turn so badly in future if I loose God's favor as a result of formication.

But It was not easy as nature kept calling lol,I guess u know what I mean.

One day,I was offered one Christian book that throw some light on masturbation.According to the book masturbation is less of a sin than formication, so I capitalize on that to start a journey I never imaging would be detrimental to my health and by extension ruin my life...


Yeah masturbation is not sinful i said to myself, so I have got a foundation to build on.I would masturbate twice or more daily for so so many year.few years into this habit I started noticing some health challenges,from constipation to back pain,to eye problem,to being so Moody and regretful each time I finished the act, Etc...One day after i just finished the act somewhere around 2008,I became so moody like I have never experience before.my dick shrank, I lost my apatite and i was so empty inside of me..It was as if an orgern was taken way from me.I could sincerely feel the emptiness in my heart..

My happiness, my joy,my feelings all disappeared that moment.Immediately I rushed to my elder sister who in turn sent me to a family friend (lab
scientist) for diagnosis.. The moment I narrated what I was experiencing then he said"you're suffering from DEPRESSION",that was the first time I heard that word "DEPRESSION " ..He encouraged me to visit psychiatric hospital. mehn that was too difficult, people were going to think I am running mad I said to myself ,so I never visited, though I went for alternative anyway watch never worked for me..Since then my life has been a complete mess....
I am in my early 30s,I have got no degree despite my love for education before I got depressed...

Recently I bought some course online on computer programming, but I don't have the urge or concentration to seat and watch the entire duration of the video.

The above is just the highlight of my predicament,there are more not captured in this write up.If you are a masturbator, pls kindly look for alternative means of satisfying ur sexual urg,I don't wish my enemy experience depression.......

Too much of everything is bad......how your hand go be now ?

Deandean:


Those nonsense misleading informations that cronic maturbators concort to make themselves and others feel better in there downward spinning lives... what stupid health benefits. You just read the OP saying he destroyed himself through such misinformation and you have the gut to want to redirect him and others to this self abuse...Who has clinically been proven to have felt healthier from masturbation...people share there real life experiences to liberate the naive youths and u dare work against a healthy future generation,quoting stupid ,abstract ,fictional scientific concoctions ....
In a sane society,u should be charged with treason against all humanity. Idiot.

Op,much love my guy. Stay healthy and say no to self abuse. I have no comments on your religious views,but in all sincerity,if a teaching makes us healthy in mind and body,why not,if not for the divine,follow them for self and yours.

Thank you my brother. The claims by science that masturbation is healthy actually cast a dent on the credibility. Anyone who advocate masturbation is a devil incarnate...

Pls and pls, wht are the steps you took and how did u eventually overcame the act

Masturbator2020:
I have signed out of masturbation. I am only sounding a warning to the lovers of masturbation.

PrinceJoeWan:
Pls and pls, wht are the steps you took and how did u eventually overcame the act

Get yourself a girlfriend and stop watching porn videos..

The username says it all.

Beware of science and books encouraging this. It is not healthy brothers.

Richnerd69:
Do you want to retire now ? Major General


Jokes aside , Masturbation didn't just lower your self esteem and made u depressed , it also killed you spiritually and socially. I've been there bro. You have to fight back. Your raging hormones overwhelmed your drive to pursue sexual purity, and all you needed was some little irrelevant justification from a book that says masturbating isn't much of a sin, to gratify ur desires. Now, you've been hit and you've realised yourself .


So many Christian folks today are Masters in the act of masturbation. Hypocrisy everywhere.

u insinuating that so many Christian believers and men of god are into it or what exactly are u insinuating mr man?

Op in your mind, only you go enter heaven abi? Continue oooo

No go find small work and get marry