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Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Ruq: 5:10pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
Blessingisrael: May God bless your soul for this gem you've dropped. Reading it was so calming and connecting. Indeed you know how deep the effects of childhood trauma can be. I always say that parents are the architects of a child's future. People underestimate the effect of one supporting adult, just one. Growing up wasn't perfect but I know in the hands of the right parents, I'd have been a super genius. Even though I don't hate myself like that like that. I can't say I love myself either. The idea of self-love just feels wrong, even though I understand why it's necessary. I get scared to love myself because I erroneously think it is wrong. Even, I struggle to accept being loved despite being likeable. Those signs of self hatred are deep rooted. The self sabotage too. This man here is really pained and I can see I connect to why he feels that way, but most people will never understand. I thought the OP intended to say his parents did not care for him. I'm surprised,because i feel it's those who weren't card for who usually struggle with self love. Feral kids come to mind. The pattern of never feeling cared for stings. The feeling of being cherished is an unusual one. You continue to self sabotage even in the face of real comfort. Even though I am no longer pissed I still have the rebellious spirit. I have pushed away hundreds of beautiful people and souls who show me kindness. I just really struggle to accept being loved. And God has blessed me in everyway too, but I still have that rebellious nature. The good thing about never feeling cared for is that you rarely take life serious, I know people who are worried people may not cry after they die. I have nursed that pain so well I have an obsession of leaving life at anytime. ![]() Childhood trauma crosses into issues depression and other mental illness, intelligence, PTSD, anxiety. A person's overall happiness, their insecurities, their view of life. Too too many that I can't list. I hope those who went through horrors growing up are able to heal and find someone that changes their narrative, most importantly I hope they'll be able to believe in God and his love and find life worthy of living. There are several cases of feral kids that leave me speechless at how heartbreaking it is to have your parents break your own soul. And I still hate the term "self love" I don't care how much self love you possess, the warmth of knowing someone loves you will always beat it. While it's important to love yourself. You'll still feel like shit when it dawns on you that you can't even boast that someone loves you. I even believe most of the people who think they love themselves do because they had someone who loved them and subconsciously they imbibed it. The fact that one has to consciously practice "self love" means something went wrong somewhere. Everyone is supposed to love themselves subconsciously and kids can't do this by themselves that's why they need someone to show them how till it's imbibed. Ends rant. ![]() Anyways it was refreshing to read your comment. God bless you immensely. |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Ruq: 5:16pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
WoundedLamb: Seeing his other replies, I feel he's actually trolling. Got me pissed a little cuz I thought he really needed to be fixed right in the head. 1 Like |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Ruq: 6:15pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
Evolutionlove: As brutal as this sounds. It's the truth. |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Ruq: 6:40pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
henryokafor0: They don't understand that the bond is best built when the kids are still little. There's a duration for the channel. 1 Like |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Renegadefrank(m): 7:31pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
Damn! This is sad. Figure out what you want in life and go get it. To steal from your parents at this age as a sign of rebellion or revenge for past deeds, is just pathetically appalling. The best revenge is for you to turn out successful and become a better person in general. Doing this doesn't negate the fact that you're still bitter and might remain bitter/stagnant So I say again, figure your shit out now that you know your issues from childhood and how it's affected you. It's obvious that you need to be engaged and stop thinking about whatever wrong they've done to you. Whatever it is, know there are people in worse situations and yours might be nothing compared to theirs. It has happened already and the past cannot be changed. Move the f*ck on, Bros and engage yourself. If you don't, you'll only keep dwelling in your misery and nothing would change this bitterness of yours. Plus, you'll affect those around you with your negative energy. Best wishes and all the best |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by AssistantJesus1: 11:19pm On Sep 01, 2020 |
ecolime:only God can save |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by mexbee1(m): 12:16am On Sep 02, 2020 |
Sirfemisky: May God epp u
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Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by mosdii(m): 6:46am On Sep 02, 2020 |
Good Day NL's, how are we doing today?. Happy New Month. Please I'm so sorry for disturbing you guys. I seriously need your help to pay my rent that expired on August 31st. I used to work in a hotel before the Corona virus issue and I was sacked afterwards. I falled back to my little savings to help me and my mother throughout the tough period. I have struggled to raise 40% of the rent and the landlord is on my neck. Please I'm begging you to kindly assist me with anything, nothing is too small. Acct: 2065090286 Bank: UBA Thanks and God bless you. |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by meobizy(f): 10:03am On Oct 26, 2022 |
These are the types who come here to debate world politics when their lives are a huge mess. I no dey take people here serious for one day. |
Re: I Still Steal From My Parents At The Age Of 35 by Davidave(m): 10:14am On Oct 26, 2022 |
Are you fat? |
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