citywal:
Sometimes I feel like there is no God (don't get me wrong please) like is he really up there? Or is there a stage you get to in life before he comes it to help.

Been going through serious challenges but lately it just feels as if they increased the whole thing. Even my roommate is giving me attitude and his been behaving strangely.

Fact is I'm depressed, I keep having stupid thoughts, things I don't see myself thinking about. Don't even know if to ask for help or just quiet the whole thing down.

God I really need help I don't know how you are going to do it but I just pray it's not too late when you do, I know you are never late but I'm not sure if I can hang on much longer.

mmadu4:
instead of whining like a sissy . go and hustle outside of nairaland even if its car wash place or bricklaying job . if you are thinking of suicide that is not the best way to go . you need to go to hospitals and see people with serious conditions and challenges begging God to heal them so they can live again some with even life threating cases waiting for miracle . a friend of mine was diagnose with final stage of cancer she is just waiting for her time to go . you people always talk about depression and i cant wrap my head around it like what will make you depressed is it money ? if its money then you are a crazy person .

Yusufisraelj:
@citywal

Nothing is as bad as it seems, you can come out of anything. I tell you for free my brother.

There's a dynamics to this; first is the faith in a God that cannot fail, secondly circumspect knowledge on your part to know what to do per time and diligence in repeated execution having done all trusting God, until the result you seek is birthed.

Life will respond to you in accordance to your parents sacrifice or your preparedness if your background has no leverage. It is well.

citywal:
Sometimes I feel like there is no God (don't get me wrong please) like is he really up there? Or is there a stage you get to in life before he comes it to help.

Been going through serious challenges but lately it just feels as if they increased the whole thing. Even my roommate is giving me attitude and his been behaving strangely.

Fact is I'm depressed, I keep having stupid thoughts, things I don't see myself thinking about. Don't even know if to ask for help or just quiet the whole thing down.

God I really need help I don't know how you are going to do it but I just pray it's not too late when you do, I know you are never late but I'm not sure if I can hang on much longer.

OSDD:



Have you ever tried any of those jobs?
Were you able to survive with the peanut earned from there?


I have worked as a car wash boy, sold Sims like hell , worked in a factory, worked as a teacher... Those jobs are nothing but forked up, you work like elephant and eat like ant. So stfu!
If the op is depressed about being broke, then he should be.. Nothing is more depressing than doing stuffs and not seeing tangible results. So because your friend is sick, the of should worry less about money because you will finance his needs?


Beautiful rubbish

peropoliet:
call you please text me or drop your number

mmadu4:
instead of whining like a sissy . go and hustle outside of nairaland even if its car wash place or bricklaying job . if you are thinking of suicide that is not the best way to go . you need to go to hospitals and see people with serious conditions and challenges begging God to heal them so they can live again some with even life threating cases waiting for miracle . a friend of mine was diagnose with final stage of cancer she is just waiting for her time to go . you people always talk about depression and i cant wrap my head around it like what will make you depressed is it money ? if its money then you are a crazy person .

squash47:
Guy, it shall be well with you.

You're blessed.

Yusufisraelj:
@citywal

Nothing is as bad as it seems, you can come out of anything. I tell you for free my brother.

There's a dynamics to this; first is the faith in a God that cannot fail, secondly circumspect knowledge on your part to know what to do per time and diligence in repeated execution having done all trusting God, until the result you seek is birthed.

Life will respond to you in accordance to your parents sacrifice or your preparedness if your background has no leverage. It is well.

Tbvxl:
Bro don't give up yet please. Nothing good comes easily

citywal:
I wish I can reply to everyone, I really appreciate you all thanks. I pray that God answers all our prayers and as long as we have a clean heart n hands we'll all find favor where ever we go.

citywal:


I appreciate what you have written but let me ask you a question, what do you do when you have no leverage like there is literally no one behind to run too for help? I understand your point tho

Yusufisraelj:


Send me a direct mail

citywal:


Done

Tbvxl:
Bro don't give up yet please. Nothing good comes easily

mmadu4:


i now finally have time to reply you . now let me say this . THUNDER WILL FIRE YOU if you dont send the guy money to establish in life . Ogun go kill you before the month runs out . make sure you send him money to rent and start up a business since you have done all that work and know how it feels . make sure to help him . idiot