12543675:


Used to be like what?

I don’t think that I’m better than others either. Just letting you know.

The sad thing is that a lot of people don’t know that I secretly hate myself because I don’t fit in and make friends to save my life.

Don't hate yourself... You're better off than
You think.... What is it you hate about yourself?

Lamanii22:



Don't hate yourself... You're better off than
You think.... What is it you hate about yourself?

Like I said before, I hate my awkwardness because a few people took advantage of me because of it. I wish I was born regular like everyone else so I could have fit in like everyone else.

I never really had a lot of friends and I wish I was like my brother: extroverted with a lot of friends. But I’m the opposite: introverted with no friends and hated by many people I did nothing to. Sadly I'm beginning to realize that Im dealing with depression. Im also hurting because I lost friends and associates due to me being awkward, which I hate myself for.

I wish people will realize that simply being a nice person won’t guarantee you a friendship nor a relationship. People like assholes better because they are charismatic. Nobody cares if you are a good person. They will hate you if you don’t fit their standards in what they want in a friendship or relationship.

Like I said before, I hate my awkwardness because a few people took advantage of me because of it. I wish I was born regular like everyone else so I could have fit in like everyone else.

I never really had a lot of friends and I wish I was like my brother: extroverted with a lot of friends. But I’m the opposite: introverted with no friends and hated by many people I did nothing to. Sadly I'm beginning to realize that Im dealing with depression. Im also hurting because I lost friends and associates due to me being awkward, which I hate myself for.

I wish people will realize that simply being a nice person won’t guarantee you a friendship nor a relationship. People like assholes better because they are charismatic. Nobody cares if you are a good person. They will hate you if you don’t fit their standards in what they want in a friendship or relationship.

Hmmmm