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| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 8:44am On Nov 12, 2022 |
Stay happy |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nezzjnr: 2:36pm On Nov 13, 2022 |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 2:40pm On Nov 13, 2022 |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nezzjnr: 2:48pm On Nov 13, 2022 |
azraeljaheel:Replied you already |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 2:59pm On Nov 13, 2022 |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nezzjnr: 3:26pm On Nov 13, 2022 |
azraeljaheel:I just sent the little I can Please Manage it Bro God will make a way for you Sir 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 11:27am On Nov 18, 2022 |
Human nature is full of hate that can only be outweighed by fear |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 5:34pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
Life made me a monster... That domestic animal that was taken for granted.. the animal was treated with cruelty. He bit the finger that fed him. A jesus but the world made It self a judas. Betrayals.. friends turned foes bloody babylolians. Pharises and saduces acting like a sheep but we all know they wolf in human clothing. Demons breathing the air that i am breathing. |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 5:41pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
Fam no one cares bout you. No gives a hoot bout the shit bout the thing earn. Talk from now till tomorrow I doubt if anyone go send your yarns. They won't value you until you are gone. They no send you love until you are done. Six feet below na that time them go start to send you flowers. In the casket you hearing all the sweet words. ***** that acted like you never existed like you microscopic in this cruel world. He was good and sweet when he was alive. He never quarreled eith no one matter of fact he saved lives. His last kobo he'd sacrifice when people find it had to survive. 1 Like 1 Share |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by IgiveLadiesBj(m): 5:49pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
There are people who genuinely care about you. I know that for sure. Everyone's carrying one or two crosses so it may seem they don't care. Guy there's something we're not getting right. Until we get it right, we'll continue to be stuck in this matrix. Yesterday I didn't eat anything till 9pm. Life's tough. God knows, by this time next year. I'll hook my self out of this matrix. Be hopeful and think 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 6:49pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
IgiveLadiesBj: Lemme be factual with you blood The thing is those who truly care bout us we tend to shove aside when everything dey alright.. although it ain't intentional.. Someone once said the money will throw you to places you have never been.. (heaven knows I never and I won't forget those who were there for me during the dry and wet seasons) I am sorry about last night. Wish I could help.. This pit we in. We one another to climb back up.. I go for one interview on Monday. . But the conditions I was given na more like slave trade things. I even accepted. They said they will get back to me (could be base on my body language I really don't know) Fam I am hopeful... On this ocean of life ama sail _ or die till I get to the treasure island Stay strong bro |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 8:12pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
A little time to show you what i amm worth.. I know that I can be a difficult person i am a stress case drive you up the wall when i am working Actually, i am probably worse when I am not, you don't deserve it Make you nervous kos you know I will break soon Every time I do, I say something that hurts you Acting like I am gone, but we both in the same room I don't like to be wrong, which I know you relate to And I know I make you feel like you at the end of your rope... Kos both of us know I am the definition of "wreck" if you look into my soul Comes out the most when I feel I am in a vulnerable place Made a lot of mistakes I wish I knew how to erase When I am afraid, might get distant and I push you away But no matter the case, I will do whatever it takes even if I need time |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 8:26pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
way before I bought you the ring We were fighting back and forth like you were wearing ' the thing Two passionate people are not afraid to say what they think.. which leads to passionate conversations when it is hard to agree You know me well, sitting on the edge of my seat Looking at life, overanalyzing everything Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me Searching for something I know is prolly right in front of my feet Stubborn as me? Maybe not, but you are close to it Got a lot of issues, that i am trying to work through Going to therapy for you is something that is worth doinh When I know you been there for me through all of my worst moments And I know it hurts knowing that I carry this weight on my chest Making it difficult for me to open up and connect Lot of regrets, I apologize for all of the stress That is not what I meant to do, you know I love you to death even if All I need is time |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 8:33pm On Nov 18, 2022 |
Relationship with LIFE |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by IgiveLadiesBj(m): 10:06am On Nov 19, 2022 |
Guy did you later link up with TMTR guy? |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 2:10pm On Nov 19, 2022 |
IgiveLadiesBj: He said he was going to get back to me.. nothing yet |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by IgiveLadiesBj(m): 2:39pm On Nov 19, 2022 |
azraeljaheel:Okay. I just noticed since 3 weeks he hasn't been online. I hope he's fine 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Emma2Seconds: 6:42pm On Nov 19, 2022 |
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| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 2:53pm On Nov 20, 2022 |
IgiveLadiesBj: True that.. Hope you are good fam |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 10:29pm On Nov 23, 2022 |
I have seen a lot of back and forths, had a lot of up and downs Met a lot of surface deep people on the underground Squaring off with the clock, time is running out But my hands ain't idle while the seconds go I set my own pace Cause time wont wait and I am getting grown Trying to build a legacy outta flesh and bone Either way each phase of life is a stepping stone ecomm But sometimes the spotlight is best left alone But the head that hold the crown bears a heavy load One man's trash is another man's treasure trove And I seen rich men chase beggars gold So if I am on the right path? Only heaven knows Am I moving too fast? I am On the edge of losing my grasp trying to keep sane My Eyes on the hourglass counting each grain So now people from my past say that he's changed They dont recognize the insight I have gained When you knew me last I was teenaged If I hadn't grown by now that would be strange Though the roots of who I am still remain Most times it feels like i am Stuck on a step in repeat tryna reach my apex I am following my dreams like I am walking in my sleep Earn a place and a plot for my coffin very deep They say actions speak volumes and talk is very cheap Hands on the steering wheel, eyes on the road signs Staring at the light too long you could go blind My Future looking brighter than a diamond in a coal mine Things as a kid I would fantasize But whatever I have achieved i aint still satisified Cause things aint always what they seem or how they are advertised I am Sick of trying to analyze who I really am on the inside 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 2:29am On Nov 24, 2022 |
This thorn in my flesh Is the only thing I got left And it's so hard to confess When everybody thinks you're perfect... Take it away, I beg you, take it all away.. The pain it causes, it makes me wish I could fade away... If they knew what you knew, they'd probably shun me.. I am surprised you know it all and you still love me I know I break your heart.. Body of death, give me rest if my heart stops.... Then it don't hurt no more, it can't get worse no more... Can't pursue all these desires, it ain't cursed no more.. Rontolo No more lies about my worth no more.. I understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside... But when I stop and think about my family, I feel new inside... I promised I would die a thousand deaths before I cause them any pain... But somehow I end up killing everything. Hate the man I see in the mirror.. i keep Praying for an intervention, feeling guilt and feeling shame.. Praying daily, can you take away this pain?I Know that i am here, but i Still feel insane.. Satan would love to see me give up and throw up my hands.. I wake up most times dead inside from all the hurt I saw before me... the dEvil tryna take away my testimony... To escape the pain I feel from all that I have been through... I tend to hide away in the dark..ecomm I feel it in my soul and in my chest... Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh... Give me death!!! But grace is sufficient to start my mission... Truth is I am so far from perfect, cant tell no one my pains cos they might not listen... But hear a broken man telling you healing happens and hear a liar tell you truth to bring you gladness.... I could never boast in my accomplishments.... I can only hope in God with confidence... i am the total opposite of optimist... Will you cry for me, or will you judge me? Will you throw stones at my head, or will you love me? I could never be everything that you wanna see But crooked sticks draw straight lines!!!! 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by IgiveLadiesBj(m): 10:16pm On Nov 28, 2022 |
RENEWED HOPE. Find something to hope on. It will keep you going. The Universe will make everything align. You'll be surprised. Been a while here. Joy is coming 1 Like 1 Share |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by IgiveLadiesBj(m): 6:17pm On Nov 30, 2022 |
azraeljaheel: Ogbeni You are truly amazing! Every day you amaze me with your strength, resilience and courage. You never give up, even when things are difficult, and you always find a way to push through and keep going. Don't give up yet cos Joy is coming soon. 2 Likes |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 1:34am On Dec 01, 2022 |
Christmas The season of giving.... I GIVE up Happy new month 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 7:43am On Dec 13, 2022 |
Someone actually played a tape to me. A message from the just concluded rccg camp.. and it has to do with been thankful.. I just wanna say thank you to everyone who in one way or the other contributed to my life. Budaatum gokoyer0 pattymike dayleke Frozen70 nemodatquod ecomm caveadullam telim petyprincess thesourcerer louisfrank nezzjnr igiveladiesbj david470 kay005 thatsonyi vikkypee and many more ... the ones that chose to remain anonymous God bless yall and thank you Merry Xmas in advance and a happy new year in advance 2 Likes 1 Share |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by TheSourcerer: 3:17pm On Dec 13, 2022 |
azraeljaheel:Seasons Greetings buddy and hope you have an amazing New Year  1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by emmaodet: 6:46am On Dec 15, 2022 |
IgiveLadiesBj: Hope say this guy no be southniyikaye? |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by kezienaira: 7:44am On Dec 17, 2022 |
azraeljaheel: You sent me a mail, write me here. Do we have any business? I don't have access to that mail 1 Like |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 9:23am On Dec 19, 2022 |
Few days to Christmas |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Anjinsan: 9:40pm On Dec 19, 2022 |
Your thread took about seven hours of my life during the weekend. I began from page 1 to page 41. Spanned across 14 months. It read like a thriller. I was engaged because I relate with you on two areas: 1) Your deep soul. 2) Your writing style. I felt your highs. I felt your lows. I felt your indifferences. After one of your entry as found in page 40, Budaatum said: "Stop beating yourself up! You've confessed. Now change! One of your earlier entries said: writing is therapeutic. You are still healing from the event(s) that triggered the shift from where you were to where you are or from what you had to what you have. When you have healed significantly, first, the change will be manifest in your diary (in as much as your writing is still authentic). As you continue to improve your material lot, continue to heal. Use techniques such as writing. Till you can see a good shrink, use other spiritual and psychological exercises to bring more peace to your soul. Doing this, the highs in your writing will keep getting higher than the lows. With Love. NB: This is my first post on this platform. Joined recently. 2 Likes |
| Re: The Diary of a Cheap labourer (Daily Bread) by Nobody: 10:29pm On Dec 19, 2022 |
my pains my gains the ups and downs diary I got nothing to say.. although I am not trying to throw caution to the wind... let the universe direct me. seems my own ways are not always right lost |
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