I don't know if am actually doing the right thing or not but I just need to speak up before I get consumed by depression, am a young man who has been been very hard-working over the years but due to family issues and as the first son have been forced into so Many debt due to gambling and I cannot sleep without thinking heavenly of different suicide options, please am pleading because of God and for the sake of humanity, I want to start all over again because I have learnt my lessons, please I type this message with hot tears rolling down my cheeks, I know I have been very very stupid but please I have learnt my lessons and I wish for a new start, am in debt of over #150,000 and I don't have anyone to run to, please if God has blessed you enough and you can help me get a second chance at life, am the first child of my widow mum and I really want to make her happy, #150,000 is the cost of my life right now and I can do any legal hardwork to pay back....08143691367