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This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by Fortune5588: 11:37am On Jan 24, 2022 |
All my life it has been one difficulty to another, I have never felt inner peace. I lost both parents very early at a tender age and life has been a tug of war. Not like I'm not trying to help my situation the best way I know, but all my efforts are not yielding anything useful. No relatives to at least support one when help is needed. I'm tired of this life and I just wish I was never born � |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by suffering: 11:43am On Jan 24, 2022 |
Format no dey ever change. |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by Xscape1993(m): 11:44am On Jan 24, 2022 |
Don't be too hard on yourself dear. Some of us have passed through this stage of life too and we came out victoriously. It is just a matter of time. 1 Like |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by heniford2: 11:46am On Jan 24, 2022 |
Quit complaining find solution be it native or anyway you have to survive but first you need to stop complaining and start act " ![]() 1 Like |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by VeeVeeMyLuv(m): 11:51am On Jan 24, 2022 |
suffering:Aswear someone use this format to land a high position job in Abuja some years back 1 Like |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by Fortune5588: 11:54am On Jan 24, 2022 |
suffering:What format are you talking about bro? Pls, don't conclude on what u have no idea of. You can't possibly imagine what I'm going through at the moment. |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by MITCHELL96: 1:00pm On Jan 24, 2022 |
Take it easy, Some people have seen worst than you. I'd like to know what exactly you're going through okay ? Try and be specific okay ? 1 Like |
Re: This Suffering Is Too Much, I'm Better Off Dead. by Fortune5588: 6:51pm On Jan 24, 2022 |
MITCHELL96:I had it very rough why growing up, unlike other kids my age that enjoyed the love, attention and care from their parents, unfortunately for me the two most important people that were supposed to be instrumental to my growth and development weren't alive to play their role. Instead I was moving from one relative to another trying to survive at a very tender age, it wasn't easy but I managed to walkthrough that phase. After my secondary school I had to work for some years so I could save up some money before going to higher institution, nothing I wanted or craved was given to me for free, whenever I looked at my friends and how they were surrounded by lovely families whom are ever ready to support and help them, I always wish i was in their shoes, during this period when my age mates were growing and developing my brain was focus only on surviving. After i fought against all odds and gained an admission into the university I had to engaged myself on some jobs alongside my study so I could meet up with some basic needs. Sincerely my days in the university was one of those difficult times in my life, I felt like I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders, all alone, no one to run to in time of help for encouragement or financial assistance. I cannot begin to express the levels of stress and depression I experienced but I ruggedly pull through this phase and graduated. Personally, there have been several times I had suicidal thoughts due to all I have gone through and still going through. There's this vicious cycle of perpetual lack and the inability to foot my basic needs. It's so depressing. Right now I'm 28 and doing my NYSC in one of the southwestern states, but since I started till now i must say it hasn't been easy. It seems as though my struggle is never ending. No achievements, to eat a normal meal is an issue. I'm always filled with an overwhelming sense of meaninglessness, I feel as though all my sacrifices that brought me this far was a total waste. I always thought that by the time I'm doing my NYSC my life would be a lot better but I was wrong. I'm overwhelmed with all these obstacles, problems that i have to deal with. |
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