Senomii:
And yes I'd complain, why wouldn't I, when I'm not sure if you're even sure you know what you're doing
I no even get strength to overtalk, but you must know something
I'd be no longer active during night time,I'd be for a few hours during the day, maybe 4-5 hrs max, cos I have to sleep during the day and work with different time zones at night, this could go on for weeks, I and some colleagues are working on something really big, so we need all the extra time we can get, if the deal runs faster then I'll be back to normal sooner, if not, then I dunno
And I'm turning 21, not 20 I actually didn't remember all this while, someone had to remind me yesterday, I usually forget my age, I forgot it last yr sef

Datboredberry:
It's alright...

Better you spend your days doing something that's worthwhile...

So you're older than I am with two years... How could you forget? I hate birthdays, I like to think it's one more year closer to the grave...

Oh, and there's nothing normal about this relationship...

Senomii:

Spending time with you is more than worthwhile, stop talking like an old woman, the 5-4 hrs is my sleep schedule I'm sacrificing just so I'd be able to talk to you, this whole deal process may last 4 less than 2wks......

even if I say I love you, you'd still yarn careless, so I now prefer imagining I'm telling you that in my head.......

And I'll keep on saying it, if you want or need anything, you can always ask me for it

If you want a normal relationship, it's all in your hands, what I'm doing is obeying the natural law by giving you time to let your mind wander for as long as it wants

And, whatever Q/A you want to ask me, you can ask now

Datboredberry:


*sighs

You mustn't... Not for me... I'm not deactivating my account any time soon... Plus, you have my number... So sleep when you have to... I'll be busy too... We both need the short break... I do especially...
And my reply? What do I say?
I don't need anything... Thanks
Yes... I have to do something.

I hate to remember...

Maybe this is why I'm upset... All I gotta do is say 'yes' and end this madness but it's so hard... I know why I'm taking my time... I'm not confused, I know what I want... Getting it, that's the problem... Now isn't convenient...
Not yet...

Senomii:

I called you, I tried twice but you didn't answer, maybe I'll just send you a message sometime, when it's necessary

And your reply always favors me, cos in my head I can make things happen whichever way or anyhow I want without restrictions

I really hope you're fine currently, and if you aren't, try to, so I won't feel too helpless

And take all the time you need, except you see me in your dreams pointing a gun at your head, your love or your life

Datboredberry:

But the times you featured in my dreams, you were very nice... Infact, you had me wishing I would never wake up...

Senomii:

This is great news for me, it means I'm not suffering in vain.....tho I prefer this kind of suffer to all sufferings........wetin I dey yarn sef
How was your day

Datboredberry:
Lol... You're evil... I should be calm at night... Not turning on my bed cause I'm restless... And those dreams... Good lawd!
it's wet dreams, what're the details?

You're not suffering... How could you? You have everything you want...

Only a quarter of everything, I once had everything, but when you showed up you made everything feel useless, you don't just understand how really important you are to me

My day was great... Took a break from Nairaland cause of you... But you were online...

There was no need for that, I also just worked myself up for nothing, my initial planned work just went through easily, like stealing candy from a baby, I still don't understand why there was so much fuss, but I'm glad, atleast my mind would be at rest now

Senomii:
it's wet dreams, what're the details?

Only a quarter of everything, I once had everything, but when you showed up you made everything feel useless, you don't just understand how really important you are to me

There was no need for that, I also just worked myself up for nothing, my initial planned work just went through easily, like stealing candy from a baby, I still don't understand why there was so much fuss, but I'm glad, atleast my mind would be at rest now

Datboredberry:
I wish they were.. but we never had sex.. you and I were together in some of my favourite places like the Catholic church I used to attend.. I was a child and i found peace there (my dad had left and my mum was depressed and near suicidal)..

Imagine being with someone where it's safe enough to just talk for hours about your fears and the things that you're ashamed of....... Hours of pure vulnerability, and when you look up again and expect the worst, you get kissed instead. Imagine..

Infatuation... It happens... No, I can't understand... I feel the same way except I never had everything... You can always distract yourself... I can't afford that luxury...

That's why I like conversing with you in my head
And stop comparing my life with yours or others, it's way too early and you're way too young to think that you're already running out of time
Besides, I wouldn't want you to experience what I've had to go through just to get to where I am........I saw a lion, and I was dared to poke my fiñger in his eye, and I did just that, even in my 7th life I'll never wish neither allow you to experience that
Fu**! I have so many questions... But I don't wanna know answers now...

You better ask me now.......stop playing cops and robbers

Senomii:

Datboredberry:


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Senomii:

Hope you're alright

Datboredberry:
Well enough...

I have many questions to ask! Here's one...

1. Of all your exes... Which do you miss the most?

Senomii:

I miss 2, veronica and imogen

Datboredberry:
Tell me about them...

What made these girls special...

Sh** my phone's gonna switch off anytime soon... So don't go offline...

Senomii:

They loved me more, were more trustworthy, they were worth it
Veronica taught me how to drive, I didn't go through a driving school
I also have to charge my phone

Datboredberry:
I thought you loved them more... But love is selfish...

Okay...

I have another question... I'll drop it...

2. You're first time having sex... How was it?

Datboredberry:
I lost my phone... I was busy admiring your profile picture... I left it in a taxi... I'll be back soon... I'm using my mom's phone...

P.s: I'm mad af!

Datboredberry:
Senomii:

I dont want anything from you... I lost so many things... My contacts... My pictures... My stories... Everything that's important to me!

Fu**... I was so angry... With myself and with you...

I honestly had a folder where I saved your pictures... I'm definitely being punished... Two weeks to my birthday and I lost my phone... Bad luck...

I'm not going to be active on NL until I replace the phone... Which could take months... I hate March...

Datboredberry:
Never mind... Bad idea

Senomi:

Hey babe....

Datboredberry:
Hi! Never mind the comment... It wasn't important...

Datboredberry:

Senomi:

If I was sure your account can carry 1m, I would've played along, use another account to send u the amount, restricted the account so even if you wail and bicker there's no way you can transfer it back
Next time when you want to ask me for money don't even dare ask for anything less than 500k, don't even try it, how can you ask me to lend you 50k what do you see yourself as?
You've restricted and destabilized me,the little I plan on doing you also want to destroy it.........well I'll never allow it, you aren't the only one who's hard minded and hot headed, if u don't want to see reasons I'll make you see them even if I have to use force

Senomi:

It was, I modified it

Datboredberry:
You saw the comment... How humiliating... I can't even continue this conversation...

You don't get it... That's what i could pay back... I'm sorry I'm not your perfect ex-girlfriend who could give you everything and more...

I'm sorry i asked... I honestly regret it... You have no idea...

Datboredberry:
Dead serious... Let's forget tonight... Thanks but I'll take care of it... Myself