MISSCONGENIALITY:
Yeah.
Philosophy/psychology

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I will like to meet you someday.
I admire ladies that are very intelligent and reasonable.

Hashabiah:
You're a very selfish person for even thinking of ending your life after getting an innocent woman entrapped in a marriage with you and an innocent child . And now that you've given up so soon, you want to now dump your responsibility on another person all because you were a coward who couldn't face life and its challenges head-on. Nonsense. God will punish you in hellfire for this rubbish.

Shut up your useless mouth.

What you have said has no positive value to OP. He vent his frustration maybe someone will come to his aid.

Very inconsiderate human being everywhere.

Suicide is never a solution! There's always hope, don't give up.

@OP Don't because of your situation put your wife and young lad in eternal misery.. times are hard and so many people are facing difficulty surviving yet they are not losing hope.

Why not learn some skills like tiling or interior decor and start getting something. Gone are the days of white collar jobs where graduates submit cvs and get invited for jobs. Country don spoil and it's the youths that'll reclaim and turn things around for good.
Stay strong

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timefarm:

Shut up your useless mouth.

What you have said has no positive value to OP. He vent his frustration maybe someone will come to his aid.

Very inconsiderate human being everywhere.

[/s] You must be very stupid. He wants to commit suicide and you're here foolishly embracing his sick act all because you're the type that delights in petting and indulging lazy people who enjoy committing suicide and dumping their responsibilities on others. Nonsense.

P.S: Don't ever quote me again or else your mother and father will die unfortunately.

There is a certain stage in life when everything will just be on hold and one will feel like nothing more can happen, believe me 80% of Nigerians are in that stage right now. Forget the smile you see on peoples face around, there's correct suffering in this country right now and we can only hope for the best to come while staying strong.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Friend, my only advice is to surrender to God. Jesus has all the solution, but you got to Humble yourself first.

Please bro, I must warn you, if you take your life, it's straight to hellfire where you cannot even end your Spirit, but to gnash your teeth in pain day and night.

The Hell on earth is a billion times better than that of hellfire.

Convert your negative Passion to heavenly passion, and let God bless you generally in his own time.

Begin to obey Jesus, read the new testament. Repent of sin, be baptized in water. Start Following Jesus, and God will bless you here and after you die in God's time.

STOP COMPARING YOURSELF, STOP COMPETING WITH FRIENDS AND PEOPLE...

GOD DETERMINED WHEN YOU CAME, LET HIM DETERMINE WHEN YOU WILL DIE AS WELL.

Matt.6.33 - But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

God bless

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Hashabiah:
[s][/s] You must be very stupid. He wants to commit suicide and you're here foolishly embracing his sick act all because you're the type that delights in petting and indulging lazy people who enjoy committing suicide and dumping their responsibilities on others. Nonsense.

P.S: Don't ever quote me again or else your mother and father will die unfortunately.

[/s]
All your generation will be lost forever.
Bastard child.

So for someone that has been depressed to that level
The next thing is for you to aggravate his situation.

Fool.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

if you check all my post bro you would see that I was once in your shoe,infact I feel like mine was even worse,but the fact that you had the courage to type all this here,it means that there is a part of you that still wants to live,it's been 7years of hell for me and funny enough it hasn't even ended,in all these calamities I still lost my dad 3 months ago but I have stopped thinking suicide and am certain it can't be like this forever......bro things haven't even changed for me yet,but am happy I didn't take my life and it will be the same for you once you erase the thoughts from your mind,this is not motivation,it's my own experience with depression I just thought I should let you know that you can never be alone and you are better than so many people out there including me.......God you are even married

Start by counting all the things you have that others don't have and begin to thank God for those things.

ahogo:
Baba I tell you one truth,giving up should never be an option believe me.I do not known you neither do you known me,but one thing I want to let you known today is that we all are going through so rough shirt, but we just find a way to keep going on.I earn less than 50k with a family to take care of,and am a graduated with a good grade. But one just have to keep believing.
My mum will always tell me that this word is a market place,some trade in the morning, some during the day and others in the evening, I have friends who are doing so very well that their life,and I also have those who wish to be me.baba life na turn by turn.peace.

This is a wise word from a wise man. OP, never give up, there's light at the end of the tunnel! That's all I can say...

Albinoflash:
if you check all my post bro you would see that I was once in your shoe,infact I feel like mine was even worse,but the fact that you had the courage to type all this here,it means that there is a part of you that still wants to live,it's been 7years of hell for me and funny enough it hasn't even ended,in all these calamities I still lost my dad 3 months ago but I have stopped thinking suicide and am certain it can't be like this forever......bro things haven't even changed for me yet,but am happy I didn't take my life and it will be the same for you once you erase the thoughts from your mind,this is not motivation,it's my own experience with depression I just thought I should let you know that you can never be alone and you are better than so many people out there including me.......God you are even married

if you faint in the time of adversary,it means your strength is small,bro man up and don't give up.I tell you there's this joy that comes into you when you remember how you wanted to end it but never did....it's something you can't trade for money even.sometimes it makes me feel like superman

man I was contemplating of suicide just like you....just after sokoloan and fast money ended my career with their defamation stunt..
But look at me... I ghosted myself.. and instead of dying am pushing hard to change the story

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

You are a man.


Oya dust your papers and start your search afresh.


But before you do that, pray well and link up your old friends, someone will respond.


It's always darkest before dawn.

Franzee:
man I was contemplating of suicide just like you....just after sokoloan and fast money ended my career with their defamation stunt..
But look at me... I ghosted myself.. and instead of dying am pushing hard to change the story

Stay positive please. You can still get something good.

Suicide is the best option bro, don't mind those telling you not to kill yourself.

You can die.

Greet my granny for me.

You have a wife and a son? Wtf
That’s so annoying to read.

Hashabiah:
You're a very selfish person for even thinking of ending your life after getting an innocent woman entrapped in a marriage with you and an innocent child . And now that you've given up so soon, you want to now dump your responsibility on another person all because you were a coward who couldn't face life and its challenges head-on. Nonsense. God will punish you in hellfire for this rubbish.

they could take their lives too naa
Why should he continue to live in squalor because others are too cowardly to take their own lives?

No man will commit suicide and leave his family.
Fvck off!!!

ogawisdom:
You are just a coward for thinking suicide.

Everyone is suffering in Nigeria now but no one is thinking of giving up talk more of suicide.

If ur son doesn't motivate u to work hard and never give up, then nothing will.

There are alot to do to feed them if pride won't prevent u.

Well said.
We all know things ain't easy for many in Nigeria, however, and like you rightly noted in the bolded above, some of us ain't looking deep enough while putting pride behind us.

He can look for any working class family man in his environment, approach the person and offer to help them wash clothes, like twice a week, right there in their compound, you use their water, soap and space.

Look for working class family man also and render to do home lesson for their kids, probably thrice a week.

Summarily, just look around you and look for a service that you can render, be it manual labor , for someone who can afford to pay.

I say working class cos I feel such person will be able to squeeze out of the little to pay for such service(s), than giving out money when begged for it regardless of how genuine the reason for begging.

Spend 30mins everyday on casbounty and you won't ever think of suicide again. Check my signature for the link.

Suicide is never an option, don't even go there please, hang on, if not for the sake of anything, but for your son, your wife might remarry tomorrow and abandone him to his fate, I've seen several cases of such happening.

I am a lady, yet I never gave up, still hustling and I won't stop till I make it, even if it's getting a menial job, as long as you ain't handicapped, you will definitely make it, just don't work hard but be smart about it.

To those bashing the OP, most of you don't know what depression is, till it happens to you, be kind with ur words and if you've got nothing to say, kindly jump on the next thread.

Hmm

I no fit stop you o but ask yourself this question ;
What will I tell my creator ..?
If you think say u no get shoe, people dey wey no get leg.
Thank you ...

Guy, don't do it! Life is tough but there will be light at the end of tunnel

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Are you based in Lagos?

Bros, I have been through shits from the day one of my life even since I was a foetus.
Am 40+ still romancing shits as am putting this up but thought of taking my life have been visiting for years but I live for my wife and son only because I know they will seriously suffer for this if am not around anyone.
'When the going get tough, the toughest get going'.
Believe in yourself bro and try again,stay alive for your loving wife and the innocent kid(s) please.
You can bro, see you on top.
God bless you.

Bro I feel ur pain because I was in such state some time ago. What I did to overcome is I trekked a lot of miles to my church and knelt down on the alter and prayed to God sincerely and God gave me a job almost immediately. Try it and share the testimony.

Nobody cares, you are not better than those innocent children our girls abort on a daily basis. Carry on bro, suicide approved

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.

What happened to the poultry Business
It ought to be good, atleast now poultry products are expensive