I’m in a foreign country, it’s almost 1year 6 months since I left Nigeria. Lately have been having this depressing spirit. I’m doing well for myself ( money isn’t really an issue). The problem started the week I announce my wedding date. Everyone just ghost me. I’m an introvert but not the extreme type. Most of my buddies are all over the place and we are not connecting much for some time now. I told my wife to be about the way I’m feeling. She almost cried. She said for a lion to come out and open up to me to tell me he is depressed I’m coming over there. I don’t want her to stress, she left here 2 months ago she have a lot on her plate already. ( she is a nurse and doesn’t really have much time to engage me in conversations unless on her day off.)
I have tried to turn things around but nothing is working. What I need to refill my energy and spirit is to visit Nigeria and be with family for some time. ( I can’t go home now until December, how do I cope till December? )
Right now nothing Interest me, I use to drink 3 bottles of beer but now I can’t do 2 bottle the second one will get to waste), Netflix doesn’t interest me anymore ( I’m a movie person) I hangout by myself but it’s always like I’m in a graveyard.
I started loosing weight I don’t eat anymore. I force myself to close my eyes and sleep these days.

I just believe that money doesn’t make you happy ( I can afford some basic things that I need, but I need people to gist with, hangout with. My phones stopped ringing. ( if my phone rings it’s my wife to be or my mom. I’m also getting nervous, when I finally get married is this how Buddies won’t vibes and hangout with me anymore ?

Your life shouldn't revolve around your buddies. They got their life to live... They may be sorting out their life while your own life is sorted. Cheer up and live your life to the fullest. Life is per head.

Lol. Funny