In as much as I don't want people to suffer from my own effort trying to eat, crime seems to be inevitable in the human society.

I have gone through the bible back and forth trying to find a reason not to hurt others to eat or become successful in life. People who were successful in the old testament did the meanest things to survive.

They somehow made a name for themselves and people even referred to them as backed, strengthened and blessed by God. I have critically evaluated life and see it's a game.

I feel hurt everyday I wakeup and realised there is no such livelihood as "honest living". Humans keep trying to rip each other off one way or the other.
But me, as stupid as I was, I believe moral ethics is important. And when people take advantage of me to enrich themselves whether financial wise or social recognition wise, I keep believing God is going to bless me or vindictive me. Unfortunately, it was all a lie.

God is not coming to help any motherfker. God is just watching, God just wants to be entertained: entertained by my misery, my lack and my pain, my tears and long list of unassessed/unanswered prayers . Perhaps there is no God and we all just fooling ourselves.

I don too suffer for this life. Naa to start to dey carry drugs, do fraud or run juju remain like this. Correct juju... Afterall Moses in Exodus 3:1 had to serve the priest of Midian before he met the high deity. That was after serving Jethro for 40 years as a Shepard

Looking for excuse to do wrong.

There's no excuse for wrongs.
Wrong is individualistic.
Wrong is cultural.
In my individual perception of wrong, I would advise you to not hurt others in your doing.