If you know me here, you'll know that I hate homosexuality and just about anything concerning it.

Same thing made me hate Hollywood movies. Looks like they want to force it down everyone's throat in the movies.

Recently, I became friends with a Lesbians.

Well, we work close to each other. I sell in a bar opposite their shops, so she do come over constantly.

We've been talking a lot lately and honestly, it's been a different experience altogether for me.

It's one thing to write about how disgusting an act is and how unnatural it is, but trust me, it's a different ball, meeting and actually interacting with the people.

One of the few things I have noticed about her are:

1. She sees herself as a guy.

She talks and behave like a man and deep down wishes to be addressed as one.

But most of us knows she's a girl. I sometimes try to address her as a guy but it doesn't always flow naturally as a wish and sometimes I feel it might be awkward.

So, I refrained. But I can see that deep desire in her eyes to be addressed as a man.

It's a lot like a hopeless feeling anyway. More like something she's stuck with and can't change

I wish I could describe this desire.

She has always seen herself as a guy right from childhood.

I knew about her right from the time we were kids. Although we were never close.

I think I ever.


To be kwantinue ...

She or you?
I have a lez friend who needs a female companion, i guess it's high time i link you guys up