Kobojunkie:
Again...Wrong!! OP is an Addict... I am not.

I spent much of my life struggling with mental illness and a level of addiction myself so I can empathize with those who struggle with addiction problems since I know from experience that their struggle is real.

Ishilove:

No dey talk this kain tin in a forum like Nairaland. Dem go use am troll you

Kobojunkie:
I never mind being trolled since I am not ashamed of these things.

newold:
I decided to create a new account to make these post.

To make the long story short.

I never realised what i was getting myself into until i started googling and then discovered what i had gotten myself into. This has rendered me hopeless, almost useless, and broke.

Since 2020 until now, i have only laboured in vain. i became unable to take proper care and provide for my family not because i don't get paid from work (i do have a work which i do) though the pay does not come every time. Greed, wanting more i would say has lead me to these part that is about to break and destroy me completely.

I have a very loving and hardworking wife, who has saved me countless number of times. i have broken her hearts by these singular addiction. i have tried several ways to stop. but once money gets into my hand the first thing that comes to my mind is to feed my addiction.

Most times i cry alone in the house and wished i could turn back the hand of time. I have felt depressed, lost weights, and my confidence, and the suicidal thoughts as deep down i know i should be better, i should do better for my wife and child.

i lost everything to these monster, my car, my peace, my respects, even some friends.

since 2020 now, i have no savings, infact i empty my account in less than 24 hours because of my greed.

on several occasions i have used the money meant for purchasing another car since after i sold the other one. i spent the money to feed these my monster.

even when i WIN i lose it all back. just 3 months ago. i had lost almost #2m. these happen within 2 days.

I am slowly dyeing inside. when i look at my child and my wife and what my actions have put them through. and for the fact that i keep going back. i then feel there might be something else wrong with me.


I have followed some forums for help but i keep going back. please and please if you know how or what to say to me that will help my situation please do.


PLEASE FOR ANYONE WHO WILL BE READING THESE.

ALWAYS SAY NO TO GAMBLING.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER GAMBLED BEFORE. BPLEASE IS BETTER YOU DON'T TRY SO AS NOT TO EXPERIENCE WHAT MILLIONS ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE GOING THROUGH, INCLUDING ME

TenQ:

Too easy if this is true.

Transfer custody of your bank account to your wife and make it joint signatory. Let her hold your ATM card and PIN.

You are entitled to weekly allowance from her not exceeding in total 20% of your regular income.

She manages your home with the rest with your consent!

If only you won't be stupid to request above your agreement!
If only you will seek deliverance and change your association.
If only you'll make your wife your best friend.

A word is enough for the wise!

newold:



Thank you for the advice.

I actually handed her over my bank card these month.

But i did not had the thought of changing other avenues.

Like internet bankings.

And that is how i got access to the account.


If i and my marriage manages to survive when she finds out that i idiotly faild myself, little child and her and my genaration again.

I will walk to the bank with her to change every single informations like internet and cell phone banking.

Though i dont think i can tell her.
Cant withstand the heart break because i know its way too much. Even God would disown me

A

usagee36:
I play the lottery in America and win so much. It has changed my life. I just watch the game, learn it well and broke the tricks. Religion is a big scam. Everything work well here and they arent religious. You Africans are brainwashed by those who first brought religion to you.

Righteousness2:
Listen young man! Being in the US, Europe or space will not save you from the Calamities of doing evil.
The same devil and Wicked spirts and forced in the US is the same in Africa.
You and I know that Gambling has ruined your life. Don't Deceive yourself.
You better run to GOD quickly for Help before you begin to come here to tell us your stories of Calamities.
If you Have Ears to Hear, you should hear!

Antimarraige:
2 odds won me almost 8 million today, gamble with sense and enjoy your moolah.

PS I have no wife or kids

Antimarraige:
2 odds won me almost 8 million today, gamble with sense and enjoy your moolah.

PS I have no wife or kids

kernniejay:
Gambling can never give you true riches. Even if you win and become rich, all the money will still likely go back to where they came from. Gambling is foolish, those companies collect money from millions of foolish people to reward very few foolish people. Gambling companies should have folded up if everyone wins everyday. Rather, the companies keep using foolish people's money to establish other branches and collect more money from more foolish people.

Antimarraige:
2 odds won me almost 8 million today, gamble with sense and enjoy your moolah.

PS I have no wife or kids

Kobojunkie:
I never mind being trolled since I am not ashamed of these things.

Connected1:

You lost #3.6m and you think you have sense.
It's not so difficult to say you work for the bookie or probably own it.

Kobojunkie:
Are you aware of any mental health clinics in Nigeria that offer the Ibogaine treatment for addiction? I did an internet search and readily found several in South Africa, but have yet to find a link to any in Nigeria. And was wondering if there is any other way to find them in Nigeria.

Melap:
Kobojunkie. Good evening.

LalastiklaIa:

I want to marry you kobojunkie
Are you married?
Someone said you are 40+. Is that true? Do you mind having one btw the age range of (26-29)?
I really do like you a lot but if you have someone already I'll move on. But I just wanted to express what I feel for you.

Kobojunkie:
Yep!

Ibogaine is used by the Bwiti tribe in Gabon

Melap:
After reading other gamblers experience you still insist gambling is an addiction that needs Ibogaine for cure.

newold:
I decided to create a new account to make these post.

To make the long story short.

I never realised what i was getting myself into until i started googling and then discovered what i had gotten myself into. This has rendered me hopeless, almost useless, and broke.

Since 2020 until now, i have only laboured in vain. i became unable to take proper care and provide for my family not because i don't get paid from work (i do have a work which i do) though the pay does not come every time. Greed, wanting more i would say has lead me to these part that is about to break and destroy me completely.

I have a very loving and hardworking wife, who has saved me countless number of times. i have broken her hearts by these singular addiction. i have tried several ways to stop. but once money gets into my hand the first thing that comes to my mind is to feed my addiction.

Most times i cry alone in the house and wished i could turn back the hand of time. I have felt depressed, lost weights, and my confidence, and the suicidal thoughts as deep down i know i should be better, i should do better for my wife and child.

i lost everything to these monster, my car, my peace, my respects, even some friends.

since 2020 now, i have no savings, infact i empty my account in less than 24 hours because of my greed.

on several occasions i have used the money meant for purchasing another car since after i sold the other one. i spent the money to feed these my monster.

even when i WIN i lose it all back. just 3 months ago. i had lost almost #2m. these happen within 2 days.

I am slowly dyeing inside. when i look at my child and my wife and what my actions have put them through. and for the fact that i keep going back. i then feel there might be something else wrong with me.


I have followed some forums for help but i keep going back. please and please if you know how or what to say to me that will help my situation please do.


PLEASE FOR ANYONE WHO WILL BE READING THESE.

ALWAYS SAY NO TO GAMBLING.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER GAMBLED BEFORE. BPLEASE IS BETTER YOU DON'T TRY SO AS NOT TO EXPERIENCE WHAT MILLIONS ALL OVER THE WORLD ARE GOING THROUGH, INCLUDING ME

Connected1:

You lost #3.6m and you think you have sense.
It's not so difficult to say you work for the bookie or probably own it.

cfree14:

Bro, if u played that both teams should not score in this particular game I'm seeing here, it means u lost............or is there something I'm not seeing?

Prettychild:

It’s sad what you are going through. Only Jesus Christ can save you, give your life to him. If you have already done that, then you need to rededicate your life to Christ . It’s well with you.