God doesn't spoil His children.
He will feed His children with His word, give them necessary provisions, and take them through rough terrains to build them up strong.
Remember the Lord Jesus.
He was led by the Spirit into the wilderness of wild beasts, to be tempted by the devil for forty days.
Passed the test and came out strong.
Hebrews 3 : 1 and Hebrews 2 : 10.
Luke 4 : 1 - 2 , 14.

Hear what the Spirit of the Lord says,
" I'll bless her [ Zion's ] righteous (ones living right ) with salvation."

So keep walking in the truth, no matter what you are going through now.
For it is written, say to the righteous it shall be well with him, and he shall eat the fruit of his hands.
And also look at Romans 2 : 6 - 7.
Say to the weary one, your Lord will surely come. He will come and save you.