Lest....,I become permanently depressed,I don't want to keep checking how much I've got financially... even though it's necessary.... I am tired of the necessity as well.


I have to be prepared to die at anytime.... anyhow possible... whatever that means.


Whoever cares

I say my mind....... whether taken seriously or not.


I am fed up.


I have to find a way to stop thinking of certain things.


Damn Damn Damn


I have to stop thinking of many things..... I have done all I can to address certain issues.


Let tomorrow do as it will...... I give up..... meaning I will keep spending my time with less expectations, wishes and even plans starting from now.

I wish u can nail the actual problem chief

Kaybee7000:
I wish u can nail the actual problem chief

I didn't get any payment for the month of December.


I am not sure of getting any payment at exactly the end of January.


It's been really difficult to stay alive over here.