Exams have been all shades of fun. I know, I am a nerd. I was able to complete my thesis without ever thinking of you. Yeah right! I thought about you twice as much but in a good way. In a way that screams reconciliation because I don’t want to fight with you anymore. The silent treatment away and in the dust, buried so we’d never have to recall so I thought to myself, why not write you a letter?

Well here goes nothing…

Hey you, it’s been a while since we spoke and I know things have not exactly been great between us and I have been mad and sad and slightly bad for judging you. For judging that you could have to have a life with me in it. When honestly, reasoning and choices are the one thing that separates us from animals. I am sorry for carrying you in my heart for so long when what you truly want is for me to set you free. I am sorry for reliving our memories so many times it is boring a hole that makes me sad and bitter when truly you want me to be sweeter. Now, I know you may not want that too and now I understand it is okay. It is okay to let you go from my heart and forgive you. I know it sounds wrong, ‘forgiving you’. When all you did was do the right time for you but the right thing for you left me stuck hating and I forgive you so that I can move on. Without the pain and the guilt and above all without the shame. I am ready to get my writing going more seriously this time and I don’t want it to be about you, I want it to be about the stars in the sky or my research on AMR and when I am bleeding a patient I want to be able to emotionally connect and get the best on my psychological role. I want to focus on me and my dreams. I want you too as well, so if I ever get the courage I’d make that call, read you this letter, and stop being the coward you know I am. And I won’t have to summarize my five stages (ha, 8 months) of grief into 5days.
Yours sincerely,
Papo.

So there you have it, the way I got over you.
Day 5(Acceptance)
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Papo9003:
Exams have been all shades of fun. I know, I am a nerd. I was able to complete my thesis without ever thinking of you. Yeah right! I thought about you twice as much but in a good way. In a way that screams reconciliation because I don’t want to fight with you anymore. The silent treatment away and in the dust, buried so we’d never have to recall so I thought to myself, why not write you a letter?

Well here goes nothing…

Hey you, it’s been a while since we spoke and I know things have not exactly been great between us and I have been mad and sad and slightly bad for judging you. For judging that you could have to have a life with me in it. When honestly, reasoning and choices are the one thing that separates us from animals. I am sorry for carrying you in my heart for so long when what you truly want is for me to set you free. I am sorry for reliving our memories so many times it is boring a hole that makes me sad and bitter when truly you want me to be sweeter. Now, I know you may not want that too and now I understand it is okay. It is okay to let you go from my heart and forgive you. I know it sounds wrong, ‘forgiving you’. When all you did was do the right time for you but the right thing for you left me stuck hating and I forgive you so that I can move on. Without the pain and the guilt and above all without the shame. I am ready to get my writing going more seriously this time and I don’t want it to be about you, I want it to be about the stars in the sky or my research on AMR and when I am bleeding a patient I want to be able to emotionally connect and get the best on my psychological role. I want to focus on me and my dreams. I want you too as well, so if I ever get the courage I’d make that call, read you this letter, and stop being the coward you know I am. And I won’t have to summarize my five stages (ha, 8 months) of grief into 5days.
Yours sincerely,
Papo.

So there you have it, the way I got over you.
Day 5(Acceptance)
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Papo9003:
Exams have been all shades of fun. I know, I am a nerd. I was able to complete my thesis without ever thinking of you. Yeah right! I thought about you twice as much but in a good way. In a way that screams reconciliation because I don’t want to fight with you anymore. The silent treatment away and in the dust, buried so we’d never have to recall so I thought to myself, why not write you a letter?

Well here goes nothing…

Hey you, it’s been a while since we spoke and I know things have not exactly been great between us and I have been mad and sad and slightly bad for judging you. For judging that you could have to have a life with me in it. When honestly, reasoning and choices are the one thing that separates us from animals. I am sorry for carrying you in my heart for so long when what you truly want is for me to set you free. I am sorry for reliving our memories so many times it is boring a hole that makes me sad and bitter when truly you want me to be sweeter. Now, I know you may not want that too and now I understand it is okay. It is okay to let you go from my heart and forgive you. I know it sounds wrong, ‘forgiving you’. When all you did was do the right time for you but the right thing for you left me stuck hating and I forgive you so that I can move on. Without the pain and the guilt and above all without the shame. I am ready to get my writing going more seriously this time and I don’t want it to be about you, I want it to be about the stars in the sky or my research on AMR and when I am bleeding a patient I want to be able to emotionally connect and get the best on my psychological role. I want to focus on me and my dreams. I want you too as well, so if I ever get the courage I’d make that call, read you this letter, and stop being the coward you know I am. And I won’t have to summarize my five stages (ha, 8 months) of grief into 5days.
Yours sincerely,
Papo.

So there you have it, the way I got over you.
Day 5(Acceptance)
Read fascinating stories on medium

Read fascinating stories on medium