Dear friends on this forum, im dying slowly inside. Im having chronic new success syndrome.

Pisgah:

1) seeing your blessings but finding it difficult to enjoy them.
2)is the spirit that causes unpardonable error at crucial moments in life.
2)is a spirit that pitches a man against his maker who is God.
3)is a place that denies a man of reaping the fruit of his labour which is hard work.
4)is a place that monitors a man’s progress. It monitors a man’s progress and strikes him down at the last minute.
5)robs a man of his milk and honey which is supposed to be deposited on his lap
6)Stagnancy

What am i going to do?

It's is called Near success syndrome, disappointment at the edge of breakthrough.

What do i do cus im losing it. My world is falling apart.