It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

Guy, just stay strong and keep your head straight. See na who done die na hin lose o.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

See how you can manage whatever resource you have around you but do not give up.

Cheer up and face the battle squarely, suicide will just make you lose in all ways.

You are earning an average of 55k monthly yet you are contemplating suicide. How about those that earn less than half of your salary and are still striving on?
Let me tell you my friend,we are in this together and you are going nowhere. Better buggle your belt and push harder.

Pls learn to build up a skill... Max one year, you would have build up your portfolio

tunaps:
Guy, just stay strong and keep your head straight. See na who done die na hin lose o.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

See how you can manage whatever resource you have around you but do not give up.

Cheer up and face the battle squarely, suicide will just make you lose in all ways.

Thanks for the encouraging words

Blueace247:
Pls learn to build up a skill... Max one year, you would have build up your portfolio

Thank u sir.
I just need help to clear up my mind right now, I need to get out of this mess as I haven't been thinking straight since yesterday.

Life no balance...
Someone was telling me that he is been paid 20k, that if he can get a job of 50k he will be the happiest person in the world.

Life can be tiring attimes.

Just keep pushing bro....everything ll eventually be fine.

Killing urself shouldn't even be an option,so rebuke that evil thinking from ur mind........

But some of the things i read on a daily basis makes me know that I'm a strong man.......if i should tell you what I have been facing recently,you will pity me and that has never make me think of suicide..........just stay strong n kip pushing........He who give up na he F** ked up

No matter how hard it gets remember it will pass ... Everything moves in waves even time can't escape it.... There are ups and there are downs, no matter who or what you are, you will expirience them, but as long as you know how to keep the boat steady, you will reach dry land ...

I read your story and you made me laugh. You are still active in your work and earn 55K monthly which is also my monthly salary.

See, I am into your shoe, gambling addiction ruined me till now and not yet recovered. My take home salary is usually 49K after all deduction. I lost all my earnings and even lost the money I collected from contribution and my company money all totalled 767K, currently, I sold my apple laptop at 150k and they are deducting my salary to service this loan.

Though, I thought of suicide as well but that is a great loss, if you fall today, you shall rise tomorrow but you just need to watch your steps and never go back to your egypt. Believe in God and pray for forgiveness, your salary is enough for you to make you rich if you spend it wisely. With my little income, I have three dependents that rely on me for feeding and still God is helping us.

OP, forsake all this doubling of a thing, do not say you want to use 1k to make 10k, betting is not a responsible way for sane man. Just put on the whole armour of God and in your next salary, try to be saving little. Since, God has delivered me from gambling, I have peace of mind, though ai don't have money yet and still can't eat what I want but to destroy is easy, to build will take time. God will restore all the wasted years in Jesus Name.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

Based on your question about you going to hell or heaven after suicide means you are a believer. So let me use the Bible to fine tune your mind.

1. Psalms 23:4 says "though I walk through the [sunless] valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide], they comfort and console me".

You are going through a valley niq and the shadow of death (suicide) is trying to envelop you. Be strong, fear not, for God is with you. That is why you have not committed the evil act yet. Ask God to guide (direct you). God promise never to leave you nor forsake you.

2. You are not alone, at a point in our life we (rich, middle class and the poor) falls into depression but let it be for a season. Joseph was depressed when his brothers tried eliminating him but God guided him to become a prime minister in a foreign land.

3. There are force working in the universe that don't want us to wear our crown. The devil told Jesus to jump from a height. That is like tell him to commit suicide.

4. You ability to overcome your state of depression today is what makes you a champion. My cousin lost everything 15yrs ago when he was repatriated from Europe as an illegal immigrant.
There the only thing that came to mind was suicide but he thought of his parents and siblings like you.

Today, he is with his US green card, a duplex in Abuja and other properties outside Abuja. If he had committed suicide then, he would have waited an opportunity million are glamouring for.

Some of us will like to share in your testimony years to come. So face your greatest fear for tomorrow will be greater

My last word, happiness is created in our individual mind, its the only thing that can be produce free of charge. So my advise is whatsoever that will give you happiness and stay out of depression, please go after it. Money have never created an innermost happiness so don't think US$1,000,000 will give you happiness, it only increase your stress and trouble.

U cant be more depressed than Married people in Nigeria now..

Alonso91:
Killing urself shouldn't even be an option,so rebuke that evil thinking from ur mind........

But some of the things i read on a daily basis makes me know that I'm a strong man.......if i should tell you what I have been facing recently,you will pity me and that has never make me think of suicide..........just stay strong n kip pushing........He who give up na he F** ked up

Thanks bro.... Life at times has a way of dealing with us but not all of us can ensure it for too long

olumided:
I read your story and you made me laugh. You are still active in your work and earn 55K monthly which is also my monthly salary.

See, I am into your shoe, gambling addiction ruined me till now and not yet recovered. My take home salary is usually 49K after all deduction. I lost all my earnings and even lost the money I collected from contribution and my company money all totalled 767K, currently, I sold my apple laptop at 150k and they are deducting my salary to service this loan.

Though, I thought of suicide as well but that is a great loss, if you fall today, you shall rise tomorrow but you just need to watch your steps and never go back to your egypt. Believe in God and pray for forgiveness, your salary is enough for you to make you rich if you spend it wisely. With my little income, I have three dependents that rely on me for feeding and still God is helping us.

OP, forsake all this doubling of a thing, do not say you want to use 1k to make 10k, betting is not a responsible way for sane man. Just put on the whole armour of God and in your next salary, try to be saving little. Since, God has delivered me from gambling, I have peace of mind, though ai don't have money yet and still can't eat what I want but to destroy is easy, to build will take time. God will restore all the wasted years in Jesus Name.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF

Reading your own story now make me to even feel sorry for you. I know we'll scale through someday.

Thanks for your words of encouragement.... I really appreciate

Govocrete:
Based on your question about you going to hell or heaven after suicide means you are a believer. So let me use the Bible to fine tune your mind.

1. Psalms 23:4 says "though I walk through the [sunless] valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide], they comfort and console me".

You are going through a valley niq and the shadow of death (suicide) is trying to envelop you. Be strong, fear not, for God is with you. That is why you have not committed the evil act yet. Ask God to guide (direct you). God promise never to leave you nor forsake you.

2. You are not alone, at a point in our life we (rich, middle class and the poor) falls into depression but let it be for a season. Joseph was depressed when his brothers tried eliminating him but God guided him to become a prime minister in a foreign land.

3. There are force working in the universe that don't want us to wear our crown. The devil told Jesus to jump from a height. That is like tell him to commit suicide.

4. You ability to overcome your state of depression today is what makes you a champion. My cousin lost everything 15yrs ago when he was repatriated from Europe as an illegal immigrant.
There the only thing that came to mind was suicide but he thought of his parents and siblings like you.

Today, he is with his US green card, a duplex in Abuja and other properties outside Abuja. If he had committed suicide then, he would have waited an opportunity million are glamouring for.

Some of us will like to share in your testimony years to come. So face your greatest fear for tomorrow will be greater

My last word, happiness is created in our individual mind, its the only thing that can be produce free of charge. So my advise is whatsoever that will give you happiness and stay out of depression, please go after it. Money have never created an innermost happiness so don't think US$1,000,000 will give you happiness, it only increase your stress and trouble.

Thanks so much sir. I am really touched by your words of encouragement

Thank you for feeling sober for me. Gambling show me shege. All the money I have wasted on gambling worth building a good house and having my car.

But every is opened to God that my journey will go that way and I need not to loose hope or feel depressed. Though, it is spiritual to be addicted to something not profitable and yet chasing your lost.

It is never too late to make it in life, just be focus and be prayerful, also desist from your past that are worth boasting about. Is there anyone in the world that can perfectly say publicly 'I am a GAMBLER', it is ridicule and why are we wasting our money and precious time on it. God will deliver us totally and restore all our lost glory.

DEPRESSEDD:

Reading your own story now make me to even feel sorry for you. I know we'll scale through someday.

Thanks for your words of encouragement.... I really appreciate

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

Go and do yahoo. Thank me later!

That is a bad advice. Do not try to reap from where you don't plant.
How would you feel when someone scam or duped you of just 5K, you will be angry and let alone scamming someone. It is same as stealing. It will not last for ever and you won't enjoy that wealth.

Work and allow God to do rest.

RealityBender:

Go and do yahoo. Thank me later!

olumided:
That is a bad advice. Do not try to reap from where you don't plant.
How would you feel when someone scam or duped you of just 5K, you will be angry and let alone scamming someone. It is same as stealing. It will not last for ever and you won't enjoy that wealth.

Work and allow God to do rest.

Lol… Enough of all that karma bullshit. The sooner you realize that the world ain’t black and white the better for most of you. The concept of good and evil really don’t exist. Just do what you gotta do OP. Nobody will feed you, only give you ‘holy’ advise.
If you don’t know where to draw inspiration from, think about your president!

Drop where you day work in case you kpai mek another person replace you asap



Rip in advance

Failure2019:
Drop where you day work in case you kpai mek another person replace you asap



Rip in advance

That is not I need at the moment.
How I wish u could understand what I'm going through

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

..
Yours is even better.
I have never been employed since I graduated.
This year will make me 40 yet no direction.
All my hope is that one day fortune will take be out of this country.
All you need to do is to be positive.
50k is quite a huge amount of money for a single guy like you.
I know of a married man that is receiving 40k as a security man yet he is living happily.

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

Common be a man
Na this little issue you want commit suicide ontop?
Wetin person way no even get job go come do

Abeg

Just so you know......suicide is a CRIME before man and God

Sirchiboy:
..
Yours is even better.
I have never been employed since I graduated.
This year will make me 40 yet no direction.
All my hope is that one day fortune will take be out of this country.
All you need to do is to be positive.
50k is quite a huge amount of money for a single guy like you.
I know of a married man that is receiving 40k as a security man yet he is living happily.

I have sure odds that can help you live better life than you imagine... If you happen to be interested let me know. Nothing goes for nothing

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

You are earning salary and are not jobless and you are thinking of suicide? You are a confirmed fool. Go ahead and do the world a big favour.

There are other people earning less than 50k a month and they never contemplated suicide. Pathetic mistake of a human being.

Go and hang your self Asap no waste time. Don't allowd something to disturb your life.

tunaps:
Guy, just stay strong and keep your head straight. See na who done die na hin lose o.
There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

See how you can manage whatever resource you have around you but do not give up.

Cheer up and face the battle squarely, suicide will just make you lose in all ways.

....yes

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

quote].....been drinking garri for three days .. tommorow go make am 4..life is hard bro..ur not alone.I know things look very Bleek

DEPRESSEDD:
It is such a horrible thing for one to be depressed as such could lead to one thinking about lots of things including suicide, that's exactly what I'm passing through now.

I am currently working in an organization where I am been paid 55,000 monthly which I'm managing as it could barely sustain me in this economy but I have searched, asked online on any online side hustle I could do to boost my income but all efforts seems futile.

I received my salary around 51,000 after all deductions including tax on the 30th of this month but as I speak to you right now, I'm penniless. I am the type of person who strive to make more income with the little I have. I have tried sport betting in the past but it wasn't fruitful. I tried forex and online stock trading of a thing and that's what ruined me presently.

When my salary entered my account, I already listed all I would need but the money couldn't reach anywhere, so I thought of looking for. a means of increasing it but all went down the drain. Now I'm back at square zero.

The month is still new, I just don't know how I will cope, no foodstuff at home, no money for transport, my transport used to be 300 a day but now it 400. I just don't know how I am going to cope. I'm just tired if everything.

Sincerely, I already contemplated on suicide but I was just scared of:
1. My single mom and I'm all she's got, no other sibling and she's also struggling in her private teaching job. Funny thing is I do send her something too out of my salary but right now....

2. Where I would spend my eternity, Hell.. I don't want to go to hell.

I am typing this with tears in my eyes, I need help, I really need help.

I can provide all evidence here in case u need to believe me. I am not a scammer, I am just a guy who lost all while trying to make my income sufficient for me.

I know I messed up, I bleeped up, It's all my fault and I have learnt my lesson.

Please I need help.

guy get mind and do it why are you scared about doing it you won’t think about anything or anybody if you really want to do it