Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Bro calm down
I once felt like u 2021 but today things are working fine
Only the strong survive

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Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Ahhh ahhh, kilowa le to iyen?
Don't go yet. There's more positivity for you. If you feel you v had it all and needed urgent help maybe from govt or good samaritans and you can't find easily?
Go to the nearest main road and attempt suicide several times Infront of vehicles. You ll see who ll ask for your info and why you wan die.
Help can come from there.
Or just seek legal help from people you know.
I can't help you from here, your chance of getting help here too is not as fast as you doing any of the above. The legal or illegal one. If you are in Lagos, just go the 3rd mainland bridge and attempt suicide. You ll get help. Sanwoolu fit adopt you sef. You don blow be that.

Goodlady:

Ahhh ahhh, kilowa le to iyen?
Don't go yet. There's more positivity for you. If you feel you v had it all and needed urgent help maybe from govt or good samaritans and you can't find easily?
Go to the nearest main road and attempt suicide several times Infront of vehicles. You ll see who ll ask for your info and why you wan die.
Help can come from there.
Or just seek legal help from people you know.
I can't help you from here, your chance of getting help here too is not as fast as you doing any of the above. The legal or illegal one. If you are in Lagos, just go the 3rd mainland bridge and attempt suicide. You ll get help. Sanwoolu fit adopt you sef. You don blow be that.

It's looking like I am dead inside, the way I have been seeing life it's aside I am not alive again.

Just thoughts of death even if I don't die with suicide I might not wake up one day, I am trying my best to stay alive but it only gets worse the more I pray, try my best to be alive.

Goodlady:

Ahhh ahhh, kilowa le to iyen?
Don't go yet. There's more positivity for you. If you feel you v had it all and needed urgent help maybe from govt or good samaritans and you can't find easily?
Go to the nearest main road and attempt suicide several times Infront of vehicles. You ll see who ll ask for your info and why you wan die.
Help can come from there.
Or just seek legal help from people you know.
I can't help you from here, your chance of getting help here too is not as fast as you doing any of the above. The legal or illegal one. If you are in Lagos, just go the 3rd mainland bridge and attempt suicide. You ll get help. Sanwoolu fit adopt you sef. You don blow be that.

Weyrey re ooo

Coward. Never kill thyself. Die like a soldier.

Micheal56:
Bro calm down
I once felt like u 2021 but today things are working fine
Only the strong survive

Very well sir, it's asif I am dying slowly, when I wake up I always wonder how cause I always believe I might not wake up, I am just tired.


I am just gathering myself together if I see one more motivation to press the button right now I will gladly be happy to do it.

Gbadebo19:

Weyrey re ooo

I ll press ur neck

Gbadebo19:

Weyrey re ooo

A mad man is better than me right now.

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It's looking like I am dead inside, the way I have been seeing life it's aside I am not alive again.

Just thoughts of death even if I don't die with suicide I might not wake up one day, I am trying my best to stay alive but it only gets worse the more I pray, try my best to be alive.

Perish the thoughts, think of surviving legally. Thank your stars you are a man. Cos it ll be tough if you are a female.

Lastnote:
A mad man is better than me right now.

On a serious note, pls dont do anything to yourself. You are only passing through a phase. Just calm down and remember the times you have been happy. This phase will surely pass.

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Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Hello strong soldier
How you doing.
Please 🙏 stay alive
At least until Peter Obi court case finishes

Lastnote:
Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Happy Sunday ooo
Share your rice and chicken with me

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Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Oya lets gist naa
Tell me about your girlfriend

Goodlady:

Perish the thoughts, think of surviving legally. Thank your stars you are a man. Cos it ll be tough if you are a female.

Thanks so much, trying my best to do so.

thatigbogirl4NL:


Hello strong soldier
How you doing.
Please 🙏 stay alive
At least until Peter Obi court case finishes

It's the pain of remaining alive but I am trying to.

thatigbogirl4NL:


Oya lets gist naa
Tell me about your girlfriend

Nothing much about her cause we didn't really put our relationship on the public but she's the best any man can have, she's one of the reasons it hard to take my life cause I don't want to disappoint her .

We are very close friends since we were children, I promised not to leave her but it gets painful everyday.

Anytime I know I might press the button I cry for her..

Pls,don't do this,I m begging you,if you're ready to talk,I m readily available to listen to you.

Lastnote:
...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this..

Very true. it takes so much guts to open the door and cross to the other side especially when you know you are not coming back. Suicyde is not for the faint minded.

You are right, we will all die in the end but permit me to ask, what is the hurry for since you know we will get there eventually? Has anyone told you it is greener on the other side? If so then please tell me so I can leave this beautiful earth and join you. But if not, why the rush?

You write very well and I guess nobody typed all these words for you. You actually need a working brain, working eyes and steady fingers to type all the words like you did. So What should we say to those born without eyes at all?
You have a girlfriend. What should we say to those born in wealthy families but no one will ever admire them because they have autism or have been in a wheel chair all their life?

If after you read all this I have written and you still choose to walk the plank, then good luck to you.

thatigbogirl4NL:


Hello strong soldier
How you doing?
Please 🙏 stay alive
At least until Peter Obi's court case finishes

What is Peter obi business with this issue on ground?

thatigbogirl4NL:
Happy Sunday ooo
Share your rice and chicken with me

I saw what you did here. nice of you.

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Very well sir, it's asif I am dying slowly, when I wake up I always wonder how cause I always believe I might not wake up, I am just tired.


I am just gathering myself together if I see one more motivation to press the button right now I will gladly be happy to do it.

Bro the best motivation you need is to see your life working no be talk you need
Think of how you can set your life back
Reduce friends
Friends are enemy
Your enemy are always your friends

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Very well sir, it's asif I am dying slowly, when I wake up I always wonder how cause I always believe I might not wake up, I am just tired.


I am just gathering myself together if I see one more motivation to press the button right now I will gladly be happy to do it.

If u die u have kill ur mom
Bro mom Na the strongest

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Very well sir, it's asif I am dying slowly, when I wake up I always wonder how cause I always believe I might not wake up, I am just tired.


I am just gathering myself together if I see one more motivation to press the button right now I will gladly be happy to do it.

My brother 🤣🤣🤣
Ommo u gate
Motivate urself by force and
Praise ur self
Congratulate urself
Dey very intentional about it

Fuel now in abuja is N560 at AA Rano
then. Hope say your babe don call you??

Lastnote:


It's the pain of remaining alive but I am trying to.

Odogwu do giveaway oo

Lalar27:

What is Peter obi business with this issue on ground?

Ogbeni
Is N560 per liter a joke to you

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Hi Nairalanders, I am a very strong person, I love minding my business and have been alone for the past few years trying my best to make things work.

Lost my Dad about two years back and my Aunt that I lived all my life about 3 months before I lost my dad.

I have been wondering if life is worth it, at the end of the day we will all die.

I own startups even got loans to try to support them but nothing is working, I have tried my best as a man everyone around me knows this but the input and the result are not matching.

For the last one week I have been at home all alone, no one to talk to cause they won't even understand what's going on with me.

I have been contemplating if life is worth it, I am Googling how I can prepare myself and emotions for a suicide.

I don't have the full courage yet but I know anytime from now I might wave goodbye to earth, I am anonymous so no one will try to help me, I just want to give a hint of what happened to me here in Nairaland incase my family checks my phone.

I will be sending my Landlady's number to someone close incase I don't come out they will know who to call.

Goodnight cold world ❤️❤️❤️. Finally taking a bold step to go home where there's peace away from the harsh world who only support evil for good...

I am not stupid, I am very brave but I can't cope anymore, Mummy sorry I didn't fulfil my promise and to my girlfriend, move on if you see this.

It was bound to happen.

Soldier man
How you dey oo