So if you would have run mad or die then. Who would have take care of your children. I sympathize with you but the ability for you
to stay strong, fight and overcome your problem is what makes you to be a man. You brought children to the world. Stay and take care of them. No excuse for nonsense

family6644:


You understand the situation perfectly. I'm determined to stop today, all I need is support. I just got back from the pharmacy. If this does not work by tomorrow or next, I'm going to general hospital for help. I will take all the shame and insults. I'm not angry at those insulting me here, it's because they don't understand what I went through, I actually lost my wife of 17yrs, my best friend, my other half leaving me with 3kids, I had two options then, either to run mad or go this way. At least I'm mentally stable now to fight this one, then I was almost running mad. I just didn't want to say all these in the post so as not to draw sympathy, I need the harsh truths to help me stop.

family6644:


You understand the situation perfectly. I'm determined to stop today, all I need is support. I just got back from the pharmacy. If this does not work by tomorrow or next, I'm going to general hospital for help. I will take all the shame and insults. I'm not angry at those insulting me here, it's because they don't understand what I went through, I actually lost my wife of 17yrs, my best friend, my other half leaving me with 3kids, I had two options then, either to run mad or go this way. At least I'm mentally stable now to fight this one, then I was almost running mad. I just didn't want to say all these in the post so as not to draw sympathy, I need the harsh truths to help me stop.

Jesus Christ! Losing someone is a part of life we only pray for it never to happen, but when it comes, time would heal, do you think your wife would be happy seeing you do this? You’re supposed to be there for your children! God you need to blurr the images up there it can ruin the eyes….. just go to general hospital tomorrow morning, you would receive insults no doubt please just go…..

OP, how do you even manage to hide this... Where do you even get money for the supplies? Oboy, you need serious help ASAP

Inform those close to you, an do all you can to visit a sound hospital to help treat and take u into rehab straight up, if u don't, the consequences could be severe

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

Switch to drinking weed tea. I narrowly escaped this situation. Not az or amnesia or whatever, buy the local weed. I wish you the best.

Impersonator2:
please how did the Pentazocine medicine cause you this?

Pentazocine actually causes nerve damage.

That thing is a very strong and dangerous analgesic.

I know someone who got his leg amputated because of Pentazocine addiction. But the person is a sickler.

Most people I know who get addicted to this drug are sicklers. They use it to relieve the pains from their crisis.

I am shocked that this OP isn't a stickler. I was thinking he was sickler before I opened the thread.

So, just the pain from a bereaved relative made them administer pentazocine to him. A very dangerous drug that is only given under very strict supervision. And not given more than two doses at once.

Madness.

I'm sorry for the OP sha. Because breaking pentazocine addiction is almost impossible.

That first quack nurse who administered that drug to him has ruined his life.

Sad.

mipeesoft:
Bros you're in a very difficult and serious situation, I feel your pains and the agonies you're passing through, but outright withdrawal of this injection may not help you at this period, so I will advise that you should start reducing the dosage of the injection till your body system get back to normal. I was once addicted sleeping drug, using 4 tablets at a time, what actually helped was the gradual withdrawal of taking the drug by reducing the dosage until my body system got back to normal. I wish you luck.

can his system literally afford any bit at this point

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

If you die you will end up in everlasting punishment for destroying the temple of God which you are. How can a precious soul like you be destroying yourself like this? Necrosis has already set in and amputation will be the next option if you don't stop. Why do you hate yourself so much to the point of wanting to destroy yourself?
You need to be checked into a hospital asap so you can be chained to a bed so you can fight whatever withdrawal symptoms that will surely arise as a result of the prolonged use of the drug. Do it while you still have the time.

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

please keep taking it.

Don't mind those who say it is wrong. Increase the dosage and keep taking it please.

Cheers.

lexy2014:


How's that my fvcking business? If he likes he should kill himself because his wife died. Who loose? What should the parents and siblings of his wife do? Did he love more than they did? They should become addicts because their sister and daughter died. Whose hand will be amputed eventually? Is it my hand?

you're saying all these because you don't have bad addiction. every human on earth has an addiction (it might be good or bad). and i pray you don't encounter a bad one which loving someone or something too much is part of it

I believe depression made you addicted to this drug. Please start taking zobo. Buy raw zobo from the market and cook with water , ginger and cloves . Be drinking it like wine every 2 hours. It will cure your depression. U won't be needing this again

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

join NSPPD every day by 7am and pray as God remembers you.

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

You need to go to Jesus.
I was once addicted to something.
Now, the very smell of it, is unbearable. I went to Jesus, He helped me, He's the same yesterday, and today and forever. If you go, He'll help you too.
Get to reading "Prophet William Branham sermons", available online, YouTube and hard copies.
God will show you the way.

1. Check into a private psychiatric hospital that is affordable for you.
Ask around, you'll find one.

2. Know that your will is what will save you. The psychiatrist will only help you with counselling and some drugs..but you have the final power to quit.

3. Carry your religious leader and trusted family members along. You'll need their physical and final support. You can't do it alone.

4. Give yourself a target of 1 year. You will relapse, recover, relapse and so on until you will finally recover... Don't ever give up.

Ps: sudden cardiac arrest during one of your normal injections can happen. It's what kills most that we know here

family6644:
It started when I lost someone dear to me, I almost ran mad, they had to call a local nurse who administered an injection to me, the thing off me, when I woke up it started again, I was given another dose, it got me so high that I don't know anything again until I slept off again.

This is how I started requesting for it, I started taking it to get over the trauma, the lady noticed I was getting addicted she refused giving me saying it's dangerous, I had to call my pharmacist friend to get regular supplies, though he didn't stop warning me but I'm already addicted taking it every 4hours, trying to stop when I started seeing the damages but I couldn't.

The fatigue that will follow is unbearable, I will end up taking it to feel okay again. I attached a picture of my hands with the damage.

I need help, I want out so that I can live my normal life but I don't know how, has anyone been there before? How did you get over it? I don't want to die from this. Please help me

From your last topic u said u have 3 kids.

See what you doing to yourself when u have kids to look after.

Its either u are lying or just a selfish man

Oh dear. You need to get help fast.
Have you tried going to a rehabilitation center?
Depending on where you are located, contact Synapse Services www.synapseservices.org

There's all a toll-free 24/7 helpline that can offer psychosocial support.
Call 080010203040.

You have to be strong, your hand is still okay, so you have to stop now.

Don't lose your hand.

Shedrack777:
you're saying all these because you don't have bad addiction, and i pray you don't encounter a bad one which loving someone or something is part of it

You haven't answered my questions.

How's that my fvcking business? If he likes he should kill himself because his wife died. Who loose? What should the parents and siblings of his wife do? Did he love more than they did? They should become addicts because their sister and daughter died. Whose hand will be amputed eventually? Is it my hand?

O! Lord help us. You have the power to stop it. I use to have this pain that is only penta that can stop it. It was recommended by a doctor when I was taking to emergency and the doctor prescribed it for me, I took it to a private hospital close to me and the doctor started giving it to me. At a point it stop working for me, people were afraid I was going to be addicted to it but I never did. Thank God I have found solution. I was on penta for seven months and I had never try to inject myself with it. I had to visit hospital each time I needed it. You are doing more harm than good to yourself.

Me my own na tramadol addiction, very hard to break and the withdrawal symptoms is similar but na tablet. Though i don get off the hook. A sad feeling that is, the feeling of having betrayed your body, your best friend. Take care of you body. Say no to drugs.

Thegamingorca:
Visit your nearest psychiatrist. You can be weaned off the drug. You provided no explanation for how you sustained these injuries.

Many nurses particularly those on night shifts out of negligence and lazy attitude to work have sent alot of ppl down the path of addiction.

How can dey call a nurse for you and she came to administer medication in your house for ordinary breakup issues? What exactly is this trauma you were talking about that will make a whole nurse come to your House with pentazocine to give you? You can't tell me she used pentazocine to manage your emotional outburst over loosing your loved one?

And you have 3 kids.
Nna your problem pass my own.

Those injuries came as a result of continuous injection at same injection site.

The problem with some of the so-called health practitioners in Nigeria is that they want to handle everything health.

They don't know when they should administer drugs or call in a social worker. This problem would have been handled by a social worker successfully through the psychiatric hospital without all these damages.

Even when you have to administer drugs, it's not every drug that you should allow the patient to know. Maybe that would've helped this person to stop taking it when the situation was getting out of control.

Now, if God is not by his side, this sh!t may end in amputation.

So sorry for your traumatic loss. Addiction is hard.

Get well soon

There's a spirit behind it, it comes on you, you can't help yourself.
But one day a more powerful Spirit, the Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ whom He gives to them that seek It, will come on you and in you, you'll see how little that addiction spirit is, you will see it flee from you. They tremble at His Presence.
He's the only One they fear.
Get a permanent Solution. Jesus is the only Way.

Timoleon:
Tried smoking cigarettes when I was 17 (benson and hedges) it was so soothing I told myself that I have to hate it at once. That’s how addictions start. Till date, I hate smoking.

but that's the problem

When something is so soothing their is a thin line

Is that not near ur elbow? Holy Lord, otilo. Opioids are dangerously addictive and these are reasons they are administered basically at the hospitals, where its usage can be gradually withdrawn with no side effects. I pray the Lords heals you and the other addict, it grieves me seeing young lads waste away their life on mundane addictions.

Bro some of us go through pains that can't be imagined... I can't tell u to stop... I can't tell u to continue because I'm in a battle with myself already... All I can say is..... Be strong.... If u gat something or someone to live for.... Live by all means... Survive by all means.... It will only get better if you're OK.... I am not gonna judge or criticise you... Nah... You're my bro for life and I feel your pain.... God speed!!!

lexy2014:


You haven't answered my questions.

How's that my fvcking business? If he likes he should kill himself because his wife died. Who loose? What should the parents and siblings of his wife do? Did he love more than they did? They should become addicts because their sister and daughter died. Whose hand will be amputed eventually? Is it my hand?

it's not your business that he loves her more than her parents or siblins. but being harsh on him shows that you're yet to experience life. peace!

proff010:
Is it the injection that caused the injury? If yes then you are not ready to be free from addiction. Kuku cut your hand commot

The guy wants motivation and you are here saying this. The guy is looking for the will to stop.

If you can't motivate, it would be proper you don't say a thing.

Shedrack777:
it's not your business that he loves her more than her parents or siblins. but being harsh on him shows that you're yet to experience life. peace!

You haven't answered my questions.

1. How's that my fvcking business?

2. If he likes he should kill himself because his wife died. Who loose?

3. What should the parents and siblings of his wife do?

4. Did he love her more than they did? should they become addicts because their sister and daughter died?

5. Whose hand will be amputed eventually?

6. Is it my hand?

First thing first, QUIT THE PENTA!!!! Seek for medical advise. Tommorow might be too late.