Mine goes like this

I came home from school when I was 13 and found my dad dead on the couch. At first I thought he asleep so I tried waking him up, but after several minutes I realized that he was cold and stiff.

Molested by multiple women, both within my family and at school between the ages of 11 and 15. I'm not kidding.

Messed me up because I ended up having very unhealthy relationships later on.


Finding my mum hanging from the stairs, dead at the age of 10

Unable to cope which led to anger issues and being sent to special school that way, it only made me very lonely, depressed and broken, it's what I am now

IT WON'T HELP ANYONE SHARING SUCH THING HERE.


Focus on the good that is left.

Hmmm... I came back from school only to hear that our last born was dead because my parents we're unable to afford blood.🥲
But To God be the glory! She came back to life!

may we not see/experience EVIL. May heaven console you

what's the meaning of your handle Op?

DyingFetus:
Unable to cope which led to anger issues and being sent to special school that way, it only made me very lonely, depressed and broken, it's what I am now

Is that the life you desire to keep?

DyingFetus:
Mine goes like this

I came home from school when I was 13 and found my dad dead on the couch. At first I thought he asleep so I tried waking him up, but after several minutes I realized that he was cold and stiff.

Molested by multiple women, both within my family and at school between the ages of 11 and 15. I'm not kidding.

Messed me up because I ended up having very unhealthy relationships later on.


Finding my mum hanging from the stairs, dead at the age of 10

Unable to cope which led to anger issues and being sent to special school that way, it only made me very lonely, depressed and broken, it's what I am now

Man, you've been through a lot. I pray you find total peace love and joy in life bro.

K

Hope this helps someone battling effects of childhood trauma in their adult life. What didn't kill, has just made you stronger


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjG7yR_k3wQ

endsarrrs:
what's the meaning of your handle Op?

The protagonist from the child of God by McCarthy

Kobojunkie:
Is that the life you desire to keep?

Yes

Armed robbers came to our house twice in the space of one year when I was little. It was really scary, till date I’m traumatized when I hear very loud noises at home in the middle of the night. Because we woke up to them using a big stick to smash out all our chandeliers and bulbs.
Why couldn’t they just switch off the lights
They put a gun to my Dad’s head, asking for money, it was bad. I was particularly worried about them raping anyone. I had not reached puberty yet but my mum was there with my three older sisters. And we had heard stories of them raping people while robbing them, including a family friend’s wife.