I have done virtually everything to make head way. 10years ago I had it great, great family great job and all . 3 years ago it all went away. Been hustling to get a new job, can barely feed my family. I feel like a failure. I have tried to speak up but the universe has turned deaf ears. I have slept on the streets for the past week, and I have lost every power of fighting back. I don't want to fight anymore. Please this is not a message to put you the spot, I just needed to empty my heart, without fear of judgements and all. I probably might not make it through tomorrow , but made peace with the efforts I have put in so far.
I might sound selfish. But having to sleep in a public park for over a week, haa broken my spirit. This would probably be my last note