I never thought it will come to this but at this point, I need help. I made a very useless mistake that cost me everything I had. I can't even boast of 1k right now in my account. Everyday, voices keep telling me to take my life. The voices are getting louder. The truth is I am almost at that point where I listen to them because I'm already tired. Before all these, I do software development and write for people. Now, people are owing me left right and center and I no longer own a laptop to work.

I don't know who will see this post but please, anybody should just come to my aid. I am ready to do anything so you can verify my claims. There is a big river close to where I live and every blessed day, it's as if the river goddess keeps calling me to come. I also see her in my dreams. It may sound funny, but I am telling the truth. I still have a whole lot ahead of me and I don't want my life to end here. Nairaland is the only place that came to my mind to share what is happening to me. Thank you all for reading and God bless.

Nomorelove:
I never thought it will come to this but at this point, I need help. I made a very useless mistake that cost me everything I had. I can't even boast of 1k right now in my account. Everyday, voices keep telling me to take my life. The voices are getting louder. The truth is I am almost at that point where I listen to them because I'm already tired. Before all these, I do software development and write for people. Now, people are owing me left right and center and I no longer own a laptop to work.

I don't know who will see this post but please, anybody should just come to my aid. I am ready to do anything so you can verify my claims. There is a big river close to where I live and every blessed day, it's as if the river goddess keeps calling me to come. I also see her in my dreams. It may sound funny, but I am telling the truth. I still have a whole lot ahead of me and I don't want my life to end here. Nairaland is the only place that came to my mind to share what is happening to me. Thank you all for reading and God bless.

Do all you can to stay alive even if it involves doing construction labor work. There is always light after the tunnel

Be strong. That suicidal thoughts is not the end o the road. Change it

Life is the survival of the fittest, nobody actually cares because everyone is busy fighting for their own. No matter how little go out there and do any menial work to survive, you never know what might happen.

Ynix:


Do all you can to stay alive even if it involves doing construction labor work. There is always light after the tunnel

Thank you. I'll do all I can

Rexymania:
Be strong. That suicidal thoughts is not the end o the road. Change it

I have tried. It's been on and off for a year now. This time, it came back stronger. I keep praying everyday

Maj196:
Life is the survival of the fittest, nobody actually cares because everyone is busy fighting for their own. No matter how little go out there and do any menial work to survive, you never know what might happen.

Thank you

To think you have such a lucrative,sort-after skill as sofdev!

You will be fine, I have been there bro. Looks like it's all gonna end, then boom!

You need to switch back to reality, go out there and touch the grass, life's not hard when you see people you're way better than still doing shit to survive!

No one cares! You either man up and chest the challenges or buzz off to abyss. No one gives a flying fvck🙌.

Ciao!

My dear, rebuke that thought.
Nigeria is not smiling at all, even me I'm just living one day at a time.
Our times are in God's hand, everyone is passing through very difficult moment, but this too shall pass, that's my believe. It's not easy out here at all, but to commit suicide, NO! NO!! NO!!!