You are the person that has to decide whether you’ll do it or toss it aside. You are the one who makes up your mind whether you’ll lead or linger behind. Whether you’ll try for the goal that’s far, or be contented to stay where you are.Take it, or leave it. Here’s something to do, Just think it over. It’s all up to you! What do you wish? To be known as a shirk,Known as a good person who’s willing to work. Honest or crooked? It’s you who must say! You must decide in the face of the test whether you’ll dodge it or give it your best."

Proverbs 16:1-3
“The preparations of the heart in man, and the answer of the tongue, is from the LORD. All the ways of a man are clean in his own eyes; but the LORD weigheth the spirits. Commit thy works unto the LORD, and thy thoughts shall be established.”

In other words, surrender your situation to the Lord and He will work out the answer. Ultimately the choice is yours

God bless