It's always darkest before the dawn of a glorious morning. Whatever you are experiencing or going through now would become story ; It's just a matter of time. Keep trying even when it seems not reasonable; your efforts would surely be rewarded somewhere, someday. If you are rejected somewhere, it means you do not belong there; other places would surely accept you if you surely belong there. Trust in God He can never fail. Wait patiently for your timing; it wont pass you by. We'll meet at the top!