Hello to all nairlanders in the house and hope your day has been fine and well fulfilled .
My identity will remain anonymous for certain reasons.
This may be long but please read through

I am a student At the beginning of the Pandemic I chose not to go home rather I stayed back to focus on making money before the pandemic is over so there won't be any hurdle of financial flow in my last year in school.
It all started with restrictions of movement across the country and other new development that we are aware of.
Well to the matter ----- I'm friend with this girl let's say her name is lady B
We are hostel mates , she had a similar plan like mine to stay back in the hostel and figure a way to make money instead of going home , By the way she is a graduate and was already making plans for NYSC.

As a result of the restrictions we become very close , she will come to my room spend many hours talk laugh etc it continued for many days till later Mumu me started catching feelings.

Well just so you all know I was taking care of her , I'm aware of the financial shakles In her family so she started eating at my place , though I dey manage but I'll always share with her (I'm used to assisting those that don't really have , especially when it has to do with Feeding )
Well I didn't tell her yet about the feelings , I just continued being the kinds of person that I am .
Well along the line she met one fine and rich boy online that stays far but in Nigeria sha
They started talking and having some good time , later I noticed I started getting jealous but I wasn't reacting anyways. Later I figured they started sharing nudes and having some sexchat and videosex thing , the guy was driving her crazy and it was so obvious I could see the look on her face and expression anytime she text or calls him

Well to cut the long story short I told her about my feelings blah blah blah


Yeah we started kissing , caressing , cuddles etc , I wasn't really satisfied I wanted sex

Yeah las las we later had sex
I thought I would subsequently be having sex but she stopped me and was like she doesn't want to have sex anymore not with me or anybody.

She even fasted and pray so I was like okay she's probably doing that cos we have both sinned. So I stopped and didn't pressure but we could still kiss

I thought she turned a new leaf not until I recently saw videos of she masturbating for That guy she met online , she kept on sending him nudes and was like I can't wait to finally see you and blah blah blah


She is someone I support alot , most times I go out of my way just so she can be happy. Support her financially and everything infact playing the role of a boyfriend


Right now I'm so pissed i feel like cutting the relationship and everything , I don't want her around me

But then

1. We live in same compound and see each other everyday
2. She's not financially bouyant , probably won't want her to starve
3. She has just me in the compound that she talks to


She's not my girlfriend I know infact I'm single
She's probably maybe going to have the online guy as a boyfriend I really don't know I don't like her telling me anything about him

I noticed the online guy she is taking has never helped her in any way , im always playing the hero . Mtchewww

I really don't know what to do.
Please any advice ?