Good evening nairalanders..
I hope this week started on a blissful note. Well, on the path of others like me, it's another week to ponder on a lot.

I need the advice of mature and intelligent minds and to those who have been in my kind of position too, your advice is needed, please.
P.S: My story might be long, but I'll try my best to go straight to the point. For this cause, I had to open a new account.
I'll write it as it comes it might not be a nice write up but please be patient.
Just advice no other thing required.
A lot I want to write let me just type the ones affecting now, later on, I will share more

I'm 21years old, I wasn't given birth to with a silver spoon that's to say we are not rich, but we are living to our best.
Well, at some point in my life, I was abused and I was affected due to the trauma and at some point depressed, but thanks to God, I passed that phase.

I'm always of the opinion that I need to start being independent and thanks to admission in 2019, I gave it a go, to be honest, it hasn't been rosy with me at all and now it's not as if i left the house as once in a while I do go home.. Normally there's absolutely nothing to do at home, food there are struggling to eat, if I come go house i will kow add to their burden and all, well they are my parents and they won't complain. At least, i just had to reduce my staying at home.

I don't want to extend this writeup..
Dating to now, due to ASUU strike that kept us for like 6months away from school.
I've done a lot, I've worked, searched for jobs. Well, I found a job but I had to stop because I got sick cos of stressss and at some point, I had a high b.p. like this, I tried everything I know, nothing is working for me, I cant boast of anything in my account, I managed to get some foodstuffs na wetin I dey manage now, I am a creative mind, but when once I want to do something, I get discouraged, my guys who are rich and I ask what they do, they don't wish to share, Instead of paying six months for my rent, I paid for three months .it is as if I don't even have a purpose .. If i call my parents to assist, they would say they dont have, most of the time, when i get, i dey send fo house ..what will I do?