15 days without crack cocaine in my system....like am dieing.
the urge keeps on building.

mood swings.....


I need just a heat.... fûck it.

but I don't want to.


how do I fight this battle

I feel cold even when they is heat.

I need just 2 direct.
I can't take this no more

Am on my 3rd cup of tea

nigeria 0 ~ 2 Egypt

I just finally realized drinking bournvita can quench my urge.


on my my second cup of hot tea this afternoon.



seriously am trying.



the urge is still there, but as soon as I take the tea it reduces slightly to the minimal but as hours goes on it comes back telling me to go get some.



I need to change my life....I need to Take control of my life.



I drink bournvita tea 5 times in a day because of my crack cocaine addiction.

llq


I know this storm will be over.

Okpo, smelling Black Toto

Bluewitch:


You can always help yourself whenever you want ....

Say you need 500k, you don't help yourself by giving up or sitting one place expecting 500k to fall from heaven....
You'll have to help yourself by making move....make concrete analysis of things you can do to give you the 500k you need... Keep on making analysis and trying them out that way you'll help yourself.

A moving ant is more valuable than a sleeping fox....

You don't get it.

Money is not the problem.


Me not having ahold of my life is the problem.


I feel like a spirit is controlling my existence.



I feel like am jazzed.



Money is not my problem.

Bluewitch:


Made a dangote trailer load of sense without saying much...
Self help is the biggest deliverance anyone can achieve...

how do I help myself.



I can't help myself, that's the problem

stacyadams:
if ur in Lagos,I can help u ,Tho I will be travelling ,u not cursed, u just nid vacation,chill ND try c things differently

I toke 2 weeks vacation last month, it didn't help.



DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR NOT THE ONE CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE.


Give me 1m today before 3 hours time it's finish, I be looking for one thing in my apartment to sell.


Or who will borrow me money to eat

Ernesttoby30:


What's the extent of damage/wrong you've done to people? Can you restitute or refund those you offended... Most importantly, hope you weren't brainwashed to take innocent life?

Whatever the case may be, i truly wish you real time happiness

online dating and the rest

Between 2014 to 2020.


Only God can restitute them, because I have nothing left to give.




I just want my life back.

I just want to be pure again.


I really wish I can just change to a human living

D

Nebes:
This is the time to look for Jesus. Stay in that your room and sincerely ask Him to take over the management of your life. Then get a bible and read daily to know more about your new Lord.

You might think nothing is happening. Do this everyday. Go to church if you can. If you are sincere, your life will change soon enough.

can jesus really help me?

jetwonder:
Until u confess ur crime openly and return those loot four fold to those individual then you'll be free. if not you'll continue to go down until u meet your death.
what goes round come around! pay back time!! nemesis!!!

Let he without sin cast the first stone

chatinent:
Just follow the right cause of life; that's deliverance.

No matter how hard I try I can't just set my life straight.

Yes I did a lot of wrong.


But I wish I can get my life back in tracks, but I just can't

I can't just help it, clicking 27 next month.

But I don't think I can go far in life.



Is it the curses laid uphon me from my yahoo proceeds that's affecting me now?

Anything I touch doesn't seem to work, even after leaving fraud.


Am becoming useless to myself more and more.

this made me turn to a drug addict, masturbat0r and a chronic gambler and debtor.

no matter how hard I try to set my life straight, I just can't.

It's just too difficult







It's like am possessed, cursed...remoted


Just yesterday I sold my last piece of land I used it all for gamble and crack cocaine...


I seek no financial assistance from you.

I just need help on how to get my life back like a normal human being.



I want to live life


This is too tough for me



Can I be delivered?






DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR NOT THE ONE CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE.


Give me 1m today before 3 hours time it's finish, I be looking for one thing in my apartment to sell.



Lalasticlala
Seun

NwaAmaikpe:




I don't know which is easier to spot; a cum soaked panty, a person with a body odour or a child who has been brought up by an evil mom not to see any good in their father.

you are a fool, I pray this gets to you one way or the other.
so you can physically see, that this has nothing to do with manipulations.

The thing that upsets me more is when we start narrating our experiences of been dealt with toxic parenting from our fathers some people will be saying, we were products of manipulations of our mom. but that's a lie... they just don't know our pains.

Here are the attributes of my father, don't know if it's redpill or not.

1) My father swear for us at any slightest provocation (he uses word like, YOU GO DIE, YOU GO USE YOUR MOUTH RUB GROUND, WITCH and so much more) imagine as a kid growing up till this day and this man still uses same languages on us his children.

2) HE'S CUNNY IN NATURE TOWARDS US HIS FAMILY.

You don't dare have an issue with a neighbor in the presence of my dad which he's aware of, because the next morning he be sitting with that same neighbor and talk ill about you in your presence ( how many times my mom has quarrelled with people because of him...but before we know it, him and them have reconciled. my mom would be the bad person in the town)

3) IS WITCH A GOOD NAME TO CALL YOUR CHILD?

This man has called us witch to the extent the whole area is looking at us as one, he has literally made us look bad in the presence of people. compare us with other people.
he has spoiled us with his bad tongue. full area gossiping telling people their papa self dey call them witch...belike them don confess before.
just because of my father toxic tongue.

4) MY FATHER HOLDS HIS BROTHERS CHILDREN IN HIGHER REGARDS THAN US.

you need to see the way he's happy whenever they come around, especially when they give him money like 5k, 3k ... prayers uphon prayers on them.
as soon as they go he starts the curses on us.. I don't know he just don't want us to succeed or not.

DO I HATE MY FATHER? I hate him with every blood in my veins yes, how can I love someone that abuses us immediately he sees us eating his food, looking at us like we are wrecking him from day one.

Any small thing, COMOTH FOR MY HOUSE (you must hear that word)

honestly speaking I myself am in my mid 20s and with what I experience to this day it's affecting me in my life, you can never see me smile.
am always angry, even when am happy.
when I talk, my words are always hard.. except when I try to be nice sometimes.

I SWEAR ON MY LIFE, I REFUSED TO BE THE MAN MY FATHER IS, EVEN IN MY NEXT LIFE TO COME.

KiNg0G:
Even a deaf and dumb will see fireboy ft edsheran is more better.
But whose getting all the nominations ?
It's high time we stop looking passed glories and focus on good songs coming from this latest generation of our musicians. Because no doubt they are trying, but I think they are not getting the accolades and recognitions they deserved.

ed sheeran literally begged fireboy for peru remix, and nobody talked about it. when he jumped on it, it was so perfect. Till peruvians started claiming the song was about their country..

Compare that with Justin Bieber on wizkid essence, it was Just a normal vibe jb came with though it was good, ( which I still insist if it was post malone or swa lee wizkid featured they would have done more better, coming in With their different high pitch emotional vibe... But as usual bigwiz went for the big name.


This post here is not condemning anybody's song but just a simple comparison of the two known collaborations of our 9ja music stars with international acts this year 2021.


I just wished we fans, show promoters and award organisers can look beyond passed glories and focus on true contents on artist either they been mainstream or not.


just an opinion, from a lover of good music.




Cc
Lalasticlala
Seun
Mynd44
Justwise
Dominique

Nor be lie you talk op, edsheran on fireboy peru remix was doper than justin bieber on wizkid essence.


But you supposed know big name na big name, as big wiz dey there anything he drop must always be hit because he paid the price.

Like someone said make we just observe from next year if that fireboy peru nor collect any award, then I go know say wiao really dey this thing.

Truth is davido is depressed

Magnoliaa:
Oh my God. So it is even you??

Were you not the teenage dood who created a topic talking about how you wanna take responsibility after you impregnated a girl but her parents refused because you were cutting tickets at the bus-stop?

How far na? Watin come happen to the babe? Are you a father now?

yes it is me
what else do you have to call me apart from cutting ticket in a bus stop?
mrs bully, you are known all over romanceland as a depressed human being, who hate to see the good in people.

mrs bully, please let me be

KiNg0G:
Dear Mr bully, hope you are happy now?
you took my life with your gory hands
I can't sleep, I can't eat even when am in class
every morning, I wondered, if am getting slapped.
or in the evening when I go to the dining hall will I be getting laughed!
Am scared whenever you look at me.
frightening, wishing am home with my sis
Dear Mr bully, why do you hate me so much!!
am crying please don't hit me, am just a little boy.
yesterday was my birthday, I turned 12!
my parents made me Cake, then God said to me.
syvester smile up, your living your dreams (pilot)
yes daddy don't cry, am flying in heaven with my beautiful wings.

I miss you so much Dad
my life was cut short by Mr bullies hand.
I tried talking, but you didn't understand
please forgive me for been weak, I would have stand and fight. if I had a chance




WRITTEN by King0g
may his soul rest in the bossom of the lord.


lalasticlala
seun

wow, nice poem I felt touch

Magnoliaa take your nuisance off this thread.
you have no respect for the dead?
are you this daft.
now I see why people say you are a depressed lady.

KiNg0G:
I think it's too late for Peter and Paul (psquare)
They were the deal after the era of 2face, but greed got a hold of them... Just too bad.

The duo who sang various hits songs that gained international recognitions would have put their name in the hall of fame, by winning grammies ( yes, they had it coming) but they let their emotions ruin it all.

Who don't know psqauare?
Rnb, pop, hiphop abi na party jam?
Quality videos and dance choreography.

However their break up paved the way open for a lot of upcoming artist, maybe we won't have been hearing the name fireboy today or omah lay or rema.

just maybe wizkid might not have won his first Grammy award.(not when the duos are still there at the top)


Just maybe burna boy might still have been underated, because the bigs shots psquare are there holding the number one spot


Hearing the news of their reunion gave us joy, but still we all know the game have changed.
Their era is somehow long passed!

Am afraid to say, Peter and Paul held their career down with their own hands and I see nothing much left for them in the present nigeria music industry filled with youngsters with different beats, voice and styles.

Making comebacks it's not easy, especially when it's this long, if not ask 2face and Duncan mighty how e dey be .

Psquare songs are good, no doubts but Times have changed.
We are talking about two "married men" with wife's and kids competing with this Young folks out here afresh, it won't be easy.



just an opinion

Lalasticlala
Seun
Mynd44

They didn't even give a proper apologies to their fans.

Baawaa:
I sight you,you are anti-wizkid

I like wizkid song die, I just vibe to is dj mix 2hours plus.


But no how we must talk truth.

Sun can never hide itself

Davash222:
Davido is a philanthropist, no doubt. His generosity should be studied in Oxford university.

God bless him more.

Am not a davido fan.


But even deaf and dumb dey hear of davido good deeds several year's he has been in the game.
He noi dey fake am.

God bless him indeed!

No shi shi

If you doubt me

Just show me one artist or celebrity wizkid has helped to rise to the top in his 12 year career apart from bella shurmda he tried to snatch from olamides hand.


Not one naira go drop!.


Just an opinion.

stacyadams:
yes it's possible one of the loan apps have taken it..
Look at� the name on the debit alert,then block ur ATM for online transaction or go to bank and get another atm. Or check ur balance and go try another pos and reduce the amount to 2k.

My sim card not working since yesterday.

Phone showing no.sim card.


It's like this loan apps are unto me

Ayanwukoma:

Bros help

Am owing 4 loan apps.


Somebody Sent me #2500 yesterday to my account to survive I went to pos to Take it's showing insufficient funds.

Please is it the loan apps that took the money?

Are they the ones that deduct it..even though the money am owing them is more than 2500

I can't go to atm to check balance because no transportation, but the transaction was successful, I was there when my cousin sent it.

Update.



Just coming from the bank, I can't check my account balance.


they are telling me to contact my financial institution



Mogbe,has this loan sharks block my account

ekene101:
debt na my body cream,infact na fake contacts dem bombard,none of them knows me.

Bros help

Am owing 4 loan apps.


Somebody Sent me #2500 yesterday to my account to survive I went to pos to Take it's showing insufficient funds.

Please is it the loan apps that took the money?

Are they the ones that deduct it..even though the money am owing them is more than 2500

I can't go to atm to check balance because no transportation, but the transaction was successful, I was there when my cousin sent it.

Gabby1997:

Yes its safe

Hello... Am owing 4 loan apps.


Somebody Sent me #2500 yesterday to my account to survive I went to pos it's showing insufficient funds.

Please is it the loan apps that took the money?

Are they the ones that deduct it

I can't go to atm to check balance, but the transaction was successful, I was there when my cousin sent it.

stacyadams:
it has become a general problem

Hello... Am owing 4 loan apps.


Somebody Sent me #2500 yesterday to my account to survive I went to pos it's showing insufficient funds.

Please is it the loan apps that took the money?

Are they the ones that deduct it

I can't go to atm to check balance, but the transaction was successful, I was there when my cousin sent it.

Hello... Am owing 4 loan apps.


Somebody Sent me #2500 yesterday to my account to survive I went to pos it's showing insufficient funds.

Please is it the loan apps that took the money?

Are they the ones that deduct it

I can't go to atm to check balance, but the transaction was successful, I was there when my cousin sent it.

Hello all, thing's got much more complicated.