I am tired. Not physically but a deep in the soul kind of tired. Nothing brings me joy, I hardly laugh, I haven't felt genuinely happy in months and all in all I feel like I'm just existing and been blown around by the state of things.
I'm very hard working. But what is hard work without results. I have skills but no money to upgrade or even start up something.
And I have no one to run to.
If I can find someone who will mentor me, I'm willing to serve.
I'm tired of the ups and downs with no result.