Hello, dude
I feel your plight.
I will tell u that you are not far from been free now, you have taken the first step by openingly confusesing your weakness,
The next step, is to avoid any thing that will arose your interest into such an ungodly habit like wishing gay porn, etc.
Thirdly see it as a sin and a strategy of the devil to deny of eternity.
Fourthly get your mum, or a trusted relation to get you a God fearing woman to get married to, u need to be helped to get a woman because on your own you can't get one.
Finally try having sex with your wife, you will see the difference.
Bros, I bet you homosexuality is a bondage that one must be freed from. I wish I could talk to u personally, u will definitely be free.
God help u

Hello dude,
I feel your plight.
I will tell u that you are not far from been free now, you have taken the first step by openingly confusesing your weakness,
The next step, is to avoid any thing that will arose your interest into such an ungodly habit like watching gay porn, etc.
Thirdly see it as a sin and a strategy of the devil to deny you of eternity.
Fourthly get your mum, or a trusted relation to get you a God fearing woman to get married to, u need to be helped to get a woman because on your own you can't get one.
Finally try having sex with your wife, you will see the difference.
Bros, I bet you homosexuality is a bondage that one must be freed from. I wish I could talk to u personally, u will definitely be free.
May God help u