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Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 4:52am On Mar 29, 2015 |
Wow, good to hear from you guys, all advises will be duely considered; but the decision is mine. As for those who came to curse and bash, I cant be stronger without you guys, more curse, more determination. To the matter at hand, I am in this dilemma because of my religious inclination. Don't get me wrong, I would have lived my life to the fullest but there is pile, cancer of the anus, STIs and most especially HIV. And we all know that gays are more prone to them. Above all, it is SIN and that is the most important. I have a very promising future, die now cause of a stupid act, no way. There are so many questions we cant answer. Who created the imbeciles, the blind, the cripple, the deaf, the dumb etc, none of us will say that it is God, but then how did they come into existence, did the devil create them or are they straight from the pit of hell. We all know that those people aren't normal, when compared to a "normal" human being but are they EVIL, are they possessed of a demon that needs to be cast out or do they need to be sent to prison for 14 years? Of course not, because they are not guilty of who they are because they are born that way. We only see them as abnormal because we live in a world where normal is a being born with two legs, two eyes, 46 chromosomes, can talk and can speak. Same is for gays, they are normal human being with a different sexual preference. They are not evil, they are not sick, they are not mentally derailed and they are not possessed of any demon. You can say that they are sexually abnormal, because we live in world where normal is male and female and not male to male nor female to female. That is just the difference they simply have a different SEXUAL ORIENTATION. Scientists can prove the abnormalities in these aforementioned disabilities, they can categorically say what caused them and why they occurred, but science can not say the actual cause of HOMOSEXUALITY, there is no scientific proof of that. The best they came up with was that is it just a habit. A hardcore habit that is very difficult to trace how and when it was acquired. This is not a fact though cause there are so many different stories about when and how gays started having the same sex attraction. It pains me more where heterosexuals are at liberty to fornicate and go scot free but homosexuals don't. They even discuss it openly and brag about it, it is now an Olympic race, everybody competing for the gold. But talk of a homosexual, the next thing you hear is kill him, shoot him, burn him, maim him; and we all fail to realise that anywhere in the Bible that homosexuality was mentioned, adultery and fornication follows suit and they have the same punishment, death. So we should stop deceiving ourselves, especially those who claim to be homophobic, one thing is being straight, another is being gay, take It or leave it. I have come to hate myself simply because religion says so, but am going to try, the worst I can become is BISEXUAL, then I will have to live with it. 4 Likes |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 3:46am On Mar 29, 2015 |
Klinee: Call an ambulance, someone needs to visit a psychiatry. 4 Likes |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 3:44am On Mar 29, 2015 |
kelvin100: Hmmmmh, exactly what am planning. |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 3:29am On Mar 29, 2015 |
BecaciaBarbie: why do I have to do something to change, did you do anything to become straight? 2 Likes |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 3:00am On Mar 29, 2015 |
Raymie: Thanks, that was very helpful |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 12:20am On Mar 29, 2015 |
CyrusXandria: Dude, in as much as I have thought of this, it simply cant work for me. All my elder siblings are married and I am next in line, so I have got no excuse whatsoever. You guys don't get it, I am a complete man from the outside, good looking, good car and good job, so as far as my mum is concerned, marriage is next for me. So that's why am seriously worried, because I need to start liking a woman as soon as possible; the hardest thing for me to do. 2 Likes |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 8:38pm On Mar 28, 2015 |
nobilis: Wow, the best advice so far. Thanks bro 4 Likes |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 5:36pm On Mar 28, 2015 |
ronald4lif: You are right bro, in all my research, the only remedy is abstinence and suppression. Gays in medical rehabs are only taught how to suppress there feelings for same sex and avoid those who turn them on. And most especially, pray about it. 1 Like |
Romance / Re: Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 5:30pm On Mar 28, 2015 |
ronald4lif: Thanks, but this is no life. For how long, apart from any other thing else, I want to make Heaven. So its either I go celibate, or I get used to women. and the former is easier. 11 Likes |
Romance / Gay And Depressed. by Depressedguy: 5:03pm On Mar 28, 2015 |
Being gay is my life regret, i have questioned God and myself how i got to this stage. I just feel like commiting suicide. Here is my story, my name is Frank, 26, a banker. I am the envy of most women, because am 6.2" tall, fair and very handsome. My nickname is Ramsey Noah, this is to tell you how good looking i am. But i have a very BIG problem, i am attracted to the same sex. This is a problem i have come to notice at teen, i love girls company more than guys, i play all the girl plays and hate football, am guessing that could be where my formation was transposed. I ended up liking what girls like when am not one. But i have come to change a few things becuase i went to a boarding house and was always ridiculed for that. So i changed so many things there, the way i talk, the way i walk, and my gestures, also i love football now more than anything, but my sexuality has refused to change. I have all it takes to get a woman, i have a good job, a car, and live alone. But at this age, i have not seen a womans pants not to talk of getting in between. But i have so many female friends, so many that the always take me for a player. Am jovial with them, buy them gifts and treat them well, but am not sexually attracted to any of them and have no feelings whatsoever. Am just a good guy, i know that, because that is the best i can do to cover up my little secret. And they(ladies) love me too and many are dying for my attention. I have been asked out so many times by ladies. One even offered to pay all the bills just for us to get intimate, but i declined, lying that i have a girlfriend i dont want to cheat on. To make matters worse, i hate being gay, sometimes i go celibate for as long as six(6) months simply because i hate my life and my sexuality. Am always alone, indoors all through the weekend, because going out with guys will result to girl talk and i have nothing to contribute, me of all persons, so hard to believe. I also hate gay companies, so many regrets afterwards as to why i am this way. I envy straight guys to the core, i so much wish i am one. When i see a guy and a girl holding hands and taking a walk, i have this feeling of giult amd hatred for myself that i quickly get depressed. Here is the problem, i want to marry early, at least before 28 or max 30. I need to connect to a woman and force myself into a relationship. I need to get attracted to a womans body, and get turned on by that. And finally, i need to learn how to tolerate a woman, and live with thier baggage. Am comfortable as a single man, i dont mind living alone till i die, i can cook well and am not a sex freak, i can live for years without it. But i want kids, i love them and cant wait to have a daughter. I have once told myself that once i get married and have kids, i will divoorce my wife and live alone then the kids can stay anywhere. But this idea is pure foolishness. I am very religious, as a matter if fact, this conditionn is the only sin i battle with, i know we all have one. I hardly commit any other sin. But i know that just this one is very mortal, but we are all strugglling because we are all flesh. It takes the grace of God to overcome sin generally.(Please dont come and critisize, we are all going to the same hell: homosexual, hetrosexual; and no sin is worse than the other.) This my condition is getting me more depressed by the day and sometimes i wish to end my life. But i like my life more than anything, so am thinking of patronising prostitutes at least to get feel of what it takes like. But am afriad of STIs. Please help a brother... 47 Likes 11 Shares |
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