My friend you need to discover yourself I.e self discovery,, from your story you've got everytin it takes to be successful in life
Firstly,,I will advice that you do all it takes to finish your education, since you are almost done anyways, then secondly programming gives you joy,,look for means to get a new laptop and learn more,who knows if dats were d breakthrough lies..for me that is an alternative instead of yahoo...IT guys are really doin well...and most importantly talk to God he will definitely see toy through.
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