Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born, I failed in my last suicide attempt. My Life is empty, I feel numb. Been having sleepless nights for a long while now plus my Appetite has reduced, I eat once in a day. Unhappiness everyday, I don’t think I can continue this way. Maybe I’ll just end it.

I’ve been battling depression for more than 3 years now, I’m a young boy in my 20s, OND graduate.
I can’t remember what happiness feels like anymore, I’ve been depending on drugs and alcohol to get temporary happiness but I don’t want it anymore. Friends and family think I’m always happy because of my fake smiles in public, but the truth is I’m dying inside. My Life is in a Mess. I don’t know how long I can Continue fighting. I’m always sad, tears and pains everyday, please help me before I commit Suicide PLEASE PLEASE!! I might die soon.
Ignore my vocabulary and punctuations..