thanks for the sympathy. however, while she goes thru physical pain i still think it's nothing compared to what's going on in her mind. i try to make her feel strong but she's sure i will one day run away like her last lover did when she told him about her status. they were having unprotected sex before she fell ill.i don't think she thinks much about tomorrow.

we live in lagos. from time to time she complains about headaches. she also has a problem with her nose. the illness that made her go for the test damaged the nerves around the side of her face so she had a problem breathing properly. she did corrective surgery but while she can now breathe properly she now has a constant battle with runny nose.

i started dating her in september. she told me she tested positive in july 2009. i noiced that she always insisted on protective sex and acts cold after any sexual encounter. a few days into the new year she opened up to me concerning her status when i questioned her attitude towards sex. i have been to the infectitious disease hospital at yaba with her. according to her she currently has a cd4 count of 300 although i really dont know what the figure represents.

my girl recently told me she is HIV positive. i am negative and confused right now.