kenir:
I have one question, if you don't cum, how then do u lose the erection?

I'd masturbate to ease myself

I used to be chronic masturbator many years befor I started having regular sex and I've never came in the process in my entire life as I only cum through masturbation or rough handjob. I would pull out after an hour due to frustration and the girl would feel bad like she's not good enough and I pretend to have came at times. I lost a lot of relationships due to it and the latest on happened last week this is the most painful one. She is the only girl that love the fact that I don't cum and after pleading and several investigations she told me that her friend told her that I won't be able to gibe birth if the relationship leads to marriage. She must have been telling her friends about our sex live even tho I warned her against doing so. I'm in pain right now please I need help.