Aslama aleykum sister, i find your story very touching,motivating and sad at the same time,everything happens for a reason there's a purpose behind every hardship allah brings your way but we have to be strong we need to fight back,sheytan is for sure our enemie he will destroy us untill we are dead but allah says in the quran he has created sheytan and jin weak. Im going through a really hard time im 20 dropped out of college and work.i have been through the worst two months of my life.the world seems to be against me i cry myself to sleep every night knowing that im afflicted by magic. It scares me to death.im constantly under depression crying most of the time beacuse lack of hope feeling like i will never ever get better,horribe thoughts in my mind reminding me of all my sins i have committed.panic attacks some night feeling like im going to take my last breath in any seconds and angel of death is just around the corner.getting weaker and weaker day by day from sallah constantly yawning in prayer and sometimes i dont even know if i prayed properly.anixety no appetite for eating always in my bed in pain or crying.my life just changed from being so good and happy to a place without a light.i have no friends anymore due to my anger and my mood swings.tying things write now is a struggle to me.i raise my hands every night in tears asking for cure.but im not in this alone,sisters like you are also suffocating and in pain to.i pray that allah takes this pain of out shoulders once and for all ameen.may this pain be a pain which allah earses our sins from.may sheytan rot in hell for ever