Exmilitant:
Couldn't just lie on your bed and stay there till your rotten body is found?

I can't die like that. Somehow I will be out and alive. I can't die if am already dead. I just need to stop to exist but I can't go home too.

ezugegere:
You actually have a lot of powers, you don't just know how to explore them yet. You can disappear. You can do a lot of things. You just need an older ghost to guide you. By older, I don't mean in terms of age but in terms of experience.
For more guidance and information on how to, you can contact me...

I don't want guidance, I just want to die

ecolime:
I still find your posts intriguing.

Just dey use us catch cruise Foremans.


I know because I have this natural knowledge about everything that concerns my existence.

Now I have to move somewhere else. I don't know how to go about it. I can't disappear, I don't have any power and I can't do anything aside humanly.


You contradicted yourself here. You said you don't have supernatural powers yet you know everything that concerns your existence and the discussion she had with her Pastor. This means you have some Powers. You probably don't know how to explore the rest yet.

I don't want any power. I just want to die in peace. I don't know how to die, I can't kill myself neither can anyone.

dawnomike:
Reach out to me

if you may, can you drop your email?

This is very folly of me. I guess I carried my folly attitude to my new life.

I don't expect you to believe me, but if you do, I assure you am being honest. I don't like any of these and I just want to die but can't kill myself.

There is this lady that happened to like me in a strange way and even though I tried to push her away she always came back. I treated her in a way to deter her from talking to me but she kept coming.

One day, we were in my house watching movie when the light went off. Boredom stepped up and when she asked me why I was mostly quiet, I told her my secret. In strict confidence.

She laughed and didn't believe me until I took my phone and showed him an obituary poster years ago posted by my brother on Facebook. She freaked out and was shouting... I begged her to calm down that I can't hurt her and that am still human... I even told her that anything she does can affect my existence. She panicked even though I later lied to her that it was my twin brother that died.

Two days back, I knew she chatted my brother on Facebook and he told him about me, even though the girl didn't tell him about my existence. I just knew all these. I called her line but she stopped picking. Yesterday she told her friend and her pastor. I know because I have this natural knowledge about everything that concerns my existence.

Now I have to move somewhere else. I don't know how to go about it. I can't disappear, I don't have any power and I can't do anything aside humanly.

It either I look for money somehow or I have to just run and face anywhere my leg can takes me to...

This may be my last post.

mabea:
I feel sorry for the person whose body you now occupy

I am not a demon. I have the same face as my past.

ecolime:
@OP:

The house you are living now, is it a supernatural one? Is the apartment rented? Is your Landlord or Landlady from the great beyond too?

What do you do for a living now? Or money for food, rent, etc. just appear in your account or hand?

I live in a normal house I rented from an old man. I don't remember when I rented the place though. Seems everything was fixed before I knew it.

I just appeared where I was buying something and happened to know things including my place and bank account balance which was 1.3million. I was working in Fiverr even up till now.

blaquebelle:
Akudaya?

I've always been curious about stories like this
So you mean you have your full consciousness and memories? I had assumed that demons and familiar spirits just borrowed people's body to live another life on earth for whatever reason. Did u see heaven or hell before reappearing? Do u have unfulfilled dreams? Why do u think you're back here? I'm soo curious! And why don't you just go back and see your loved ones one last time then move to the other realm? Would you rather keep living on borrowed time? What's the point. You have nothing to fear from crossing over. The dead should be dead .

I can't see them even if I want to.

I don't know about any purpose to fulfil for now. I didn't see hell or heaven, maybe I can't remember bt I was very peaceful when I died. It was painless and beautiful. I can't kill myself either, I can't kill anyone too. I av an inner knowledge of what to do and not to do.

I sleep well and feel pains too. To be honest, we were two that died that day but when I saw the other guy in Lagos, I could not approach him. The feeling was very painful, like I was going iced cold inside the more I try to walk to him so I just changed direction ND he didn't even act like he know me

Kobojunkie:
1. Give us your old address, name, and information so we can inform your loved ones of your condition. That way they won't be startled when you eventually show up.

You obviously see this as a joke... This is not.

breadplanet:
This one is new....op I need money

I can't give you money. You may need to work for it somehow.

xavuv:
Brotherly, you are probably high on something 'loud' Chai! I love Nairaland

Anyways, don't wish such an existence on yourself. If what you are saying is the truth, which i seriously doubt, then you have little time to spend on the plane of existence. You dont belong to this gross material realm. You belong to a gradation of the Ethereal realm, depending on karmic threads attached to you.

By all means, please enjoy this realm more while it last.

I obviously don't see the sense in lying about this.

But contrary to what people think, I don't have any power and I don't know how the after life looks like. I just had the sense of peace, so peaceful and calm, my body and everything on it was just in a beautiful ND most perfect sleep ever until I found myself in Lagos.

I only had this inner knowledge of existence if I meet people am not supposed to meet. I can't do any thing mystical or manipulate anyone

I don't care if you believe this or not, it doesn't change the fact.

Five years ago, I had an accident. I don't want to mention the side. It was very tragic and i had a broken spine, eventually I died that same day. Because I was barely 25 years then, I was hastenly buried without any event.

Fast-forwarded to two months later, I found myself in Lagos. My mind and body reserved a sense of security and know how that if I go home I will seize to exist.Also, I know for sure that If I meet any body from my past I will seize to exist.

It like I have another body but I can't explain it how I got to where I was. Cos I was buying something in the market nd strangely there was money with me and the vendor recognized me. Also I recognized I was living there for a month now. It was as if life just fixed me somewhere. Ever since that time, I have been in Lagos. I'm doing fairly well though.

I don't have any special power to do anything. I feel weak when tired and I have scary dreams too. At a time, I was battling with dreams about the accident and it was scaring me awake...

I miss my family and Stella my gf. I can't see any of them ND i can't call them.

At the moment I don't av any friends ND have turned down advances from ladies on several occasions.

This life no longer has taste as it used to ND I am stuck with being alone.

I don't expect you to believe this though bt it true. I can tell u this because this is a faceless forum and nothing will happened.



Eventually I will go home to end everything.

Let me add, there are so people like me out there and on nairaland. I know them when I see them ND I feel them when they are sharing the same atmosphere as me. Someone saw this...